yana & azlan

i'm learning to love myself. and i don't deserve what you've been doing to me.

2009-11-29T07:00:00.001+08:00

i stil dunno hw u do it.
promise me something WHILE doing the total opposite of what you promised.
jus nw was the last straw.
you knoe just how to hurt me.
whr it hurts the most.
so stop being in denial and telling me shit lyk
"i love u. i dun wan this. i wan u" or
"i hate hurting u" or
"idk how to hurt u"
cuz u do it lyk a professional.

u wan me?
no, i dun tink so.
u certainly havent done anything to prove that.

i'm keepg my frens.
cuz my frens wanna continue being my frens.
n obviously, i stil care for them and wan to grow old with them.
n i figured it was onli fair that they get a say in what they want.
n im damn happy tt im nt givg them up to sm1 who doesn't tink of my feelgs in the 1st plc.

i'm sorry,
bt u've been stripped off the title of being "the luckiest girl in the world".
next pls.

dear mira

2009-11-28T03:06:00.001+08:00

i shld jus shut up already.
bt i cant.
im turning suicidal.

i guess u've forgotten to listen to wad i dun sae.
n even when i sae it, u jus ignore me all the same.
n i guess u've forgotten wad my face looks lyk when im hurt.
smile more, is easy to say.
a smile is easy to fake.
bt my eyes cant lie.
and of all people, i thot u might've known tat.
jus cuz im physically thr,
and im smiling,
doesn't mean i dont hurt.

n yes, i care.
i care enuff to allow myself to hurt rather than havg other ppl hurt.
i guess i wont try tellg u anymore.
im sorry.
todae was my mistake.
ur the only 1 tat im in contact with,
i've left the rest.
n ur ignoring me.

if u dun wan me here, i'll leave.

STOP THINKING

2009-11-25T07:38:00.001+08:00

& get sm slp already.

Dear God, please help me through tomorrow.

2009-11-25T04:12:00.002+08:00

"Inspite of all the consequence
Inspite of all my pride
Inspite of little things you said
That hide me deep inside

I believe your love
I breathe your love
Like the air in the morning
I sleep your love
I salute your love
And I can't get away

went to fix my hp tdy. they replaced my touchscreen.
yet agn.
i went to send it in with sery.
bt collected it alone.
too many memories.
too many recent memories.
i cldn't avoid the tears.
bt dun wori abt me.
i'll b ok.

haf to kip my mind fr wandering.
wondering abt ppl.
esp tmr...
when i wan to b somewhr with sm ppl... bt no, i'm not allowing myself tt luxury.
i have to b strong now.
i've already made my decision.

so tmr, i shall spend time with nunu :)
n entertain her at werq.
haha.
i'll bring comot tmr!
remind me la k?
i'm superforgetful abt smtgs.

yet smtgs r jus so hard to forget...

after nunu, 4ish, i gtg science discovery centre to fetch azlan!
tts lyk at jurong... haha...
i havent exactly figured out how to get there.
Insya Allah, sampai.
i hope it doesn't rain though.
i'm sorry badminton is out.
i'll try booking the court tmr.
i mean, later.
we'll go, ok?
just the 2 of us.
worse come to worst.
we'll play at my gym
HAHAHHA :)

tdy, met sery n weewittzx @ PS...
thn off to mosi for some sheesha & chitchat.
i'm suppose to make more frens rmb? hahhaa....
after weewittzx went home, sery & i went for supper cuz sery LAPAR GILE.
she ordered, bt in the end, can't finish. APA DAH?!
and lil miss incredible hulk here, broke the fork.
not 1, but 2.
after the 2nd one broke, i requested for a metal fork for her.
luckily, tt didn't break :)

sery's going to bed soon.
then i'll be alone.
i hate being alone.
i don't think i can do this.
but i must.
i pray for your happiness.
n i dun care wad other ppl think.
cuz my heart won't change anyways.
have fun tmr, k?
don't let ppl langgar u when ur cycling.
i'll always be here for you when you need me.
tt's a promise tt i haf never broken.
n never wil.

i got ur sms.
don't make this harder than it already is.
i dun wan to say goodbye.
not even seketika.
not even sekelip mata.
i dun wan to make things awkward.
n i dun wan to fight anymore.
KU RINDU KO, BODO!

Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku
Hanya ada dalam anganku
Melewati hidup

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

i'll b here once ur done

2009-11-24T13:30:00.001+08:00

Great love requires great sacrifice.
And I've decided that I love you most.

More importantly, I've decided that I love you more than I love myself.

a day of giving in...

2009-11-24T00:36:00.003+08:00

...because im learng to b a bttr person.
a nicer person.
a mildr person.
because u dun uds me animore.
or lov me animo.
i wil chg.
for u.
the eriyana u once knew had her hands on the knob too long nw.
its already turnd. n shes walkg out.
let's welcome the new ME, shall we?

got shouted at in public.
got attitude.
i told u it wasn't gg to werq out.
well, it was awkward.
but u noe i'll always b here for u. because i wil.
regardless if whether i wan it or nt, ntg wil ever change tt.
n since the longest time, i thought it was a strength.
bt tdy, it made me realise tt perhaps its my weakness.

finally got coach tickets to KL.
hotel bkd on sun.
leavg nyt of 2nd dec.
comg bck on saturday.

give me 1 good reason why i should go.
just 1 good reason to counter all these reasons that scream at me not to go.

nunu, u wan me to bring comot tmr? if u do, remind me k? cnt wait for tmr!
n thank u for tdy. reali.
don't worry, i'll stay wif u til morning.
i'll join u in slumberland ryt aftr dis entry.

tmr, im gg PS to fix my touchscreen hp.
yes, my hp is dysfunc.
n possibly catch a movie.
2012.
wif weewittzx.
a blatd bdae mit up.

me: izzit just u n mi?
weewittzx: just the 2 of us... i nak romantic couple dgn u

alahai! kalo la semorg nk romantiq couple dgn i....

i cnt wait for my med apptmt on 5th jan 2010.
seems lyk a reali long tym.
i'm bldg agn.
n fr requests fr lovd ones, i've ceased takg my meds.
i also cldnt stand it.
the depression was drivg me insane.
nw, wen im off the meds, wen shyt happens, i jus gt confused.
at least confusion is nt tiring.

its ok.
u don't haf to follow me on sunday.
i wldn't wan to force u into doin smtg u dun wan to.
its ok to break the promise.
u noe y?
cuz ur nt my fren.

haf fun on sunday (;

i'll learn hw to tkcr.
i must.
n 24, i may b.
bt deep inside, i'm just a girl.

whr did the gud in my morning go?

2009-11-23T13:33:00.002+08:00

What's the point in all this screaming, no one's listening anyway.

may i sleep a dreamless sleep tonight?

2009-11-23T01:12:00.005+08:00

Since my FB password has been changed by Nunu, as instructed by me. I don't have much to do online... So instead of asking other people to blog, I have decided to update this dormant blog. I don't know who will chance upon this entry first. Because I'm not going to tell anyone... It's more like for my own entertainment. HAHA.

So why am i not allowing myself to access my own FB acct?

It's been a painful place for me.

To a point that I get upset til i cry everytime i log on. Which actually is good for my dry eyes so that they get moisture. But no, my mind and heart can't take it. It's depressing. I used to think that it was just me. Everyone told me that i was just being overly sensitive. But now, I know that it wasn't just me. Life's complicated like that. Anyways, don't worry. I've stopped crying every night. For now, at least.

This is the day that i broke down.
I broke down in front of lan.
And i couldn't stop breaking.
I couldn't stop crying.

"Little girl, little girl
Why are you crying?
Inside your restless soul, your heart is dying.
Little one, little one
Your soul is purging
Of love and razor blades
Your blood is surging

In the wake all the way
No rhyme or reason
Your bloodshot eyes
Will show your heart of treason

The traces of blood
Always follow you home
Like the mascara tears
From your getaway
You're walking with blisters
And running with shears
So unholy
Sister of grace."

me & lan r doin great. he's such a sweetheart. really. he's my boyfriend. n my bestfriend. n i'm so happy that u improved so much on ur IPPT bby! n tt ur marksman, lyk all the time.

we found a brand of contraceptives especially catered for eurasian men. hehehhe..... NS has been mean to me. I miss my darling. We only talk like 10mins every night... n the wkends r nt enuf. haizx.

ANYWAYS, my 1 mth geron posting is OVER! I had fun... First time doing night shift... OMG, i CAN'T werq nightshift. when the clock strikes 4am, i become sleepy like crazy.... its lyk i can literally doze off while doing work. but by the time the sun rises, all my sleepyness disappears into thin air. and i reach home, and can't sleep. and even when i finally sleep, i wake up like 4hours later? and can't get back to sleep. especially with all the renovation works happening next door. yup, i've got new neighbours :)

That was on the last day of our geron posting where we had a mini concert for some of the patients there... & nw i have 2 wks break til PRCP starts... thats my final attachment whr its 3mths long....

I'M GOING FOR HOLIDAEZ! yes, plural! 26th going to Batu Pahat for Hari Raya Haji. We're apparently going to sembelih kambing thr. nt literally, lyk someone else is going to. bt we're korbaning there.... pls la, do i lk lyk i can slaughter a kambing? ok, don't answer. HAHA. i'm supposd to go thr to stroke, pet, brush, feed and possibly even sleep with the goat that i'm going to sacrifice. which is so sad, you know... after getting to know the goat, have to sacrifice it. But i guess, that's the significance. I'll just have to concentrate on the fact that we're going to give the meat around for people to eat. Like to feed the poor. I'll be back by 27th night... Then on 2nd dec night, i'll be coaching off to KL! with Azza, Sery, Fee & Ayam! Just us gals :) we're going thr for some foodies & shopping... it's end of the year sales!!! we initially wantd to go to Genting/Cameron Highlands... Bt mama tak kaci.. she's worried abt the monsoon.... and BOY, it is monsoon-ing!

that's feeza after we rode to PS... to mit ayam... Yes, hujan LEBATZ. notice tt only her privates below are kept dry. she must've been wearing some kinda panties, huh? hahaha....

i realised that my last entry was halloween 2008! haha... and halloween 2009 has passed. and i had A Dead Party at the gym. Erfan had his frens over. And I invited mine. We didn't need much work in the gym.... i figured its half haunted anyways... HAHA.... we had dare games..... which i put in alot of effort in, btw. the dares involved tying cloth on a nail stuck in a tree, burning joss sticks, hellnotes, going to a grave to sprinkle rose water and flowers.... WOW! now i'm so excited for my halloween party NEXT YEAR.... maybe i'll start planning for THAT the next time i get bored with nothing to do... mmm...

if u wanna see more pix, kindly visit my FB profile... i've got loads thr.... i'm just uploadg some pix tt r nt on my FB...

me & fee went to help elf out abit.. cuz he had an event tt needed people... so we hosted the games :) i knoe we look like we're waitressing. bt promise, we weren't.

Feeza looks like a penguin. Lyk an excited penguin. Agree?

we njoyed werkg. n we wld LOVE to work agn. i told elf tt. hope he got the hint. haha. the pay isn't half as bad :)
PLUS, someone mistook me for a sec sch gal! *YES* and thought tat feeza is 26. *YES YES*

last sat, we washed bikes! finally, lyk after MONTHS! me n farley wash bikes. and ayam & azza came to help. somewhat la.. HAHA..... we took HOURS. washing, removing scratches, removing rust, polishing chrome, waxing and me applyg sunblock (aka UV protection for Mino).... izzah says Mino is a bimbo cuz she uses sunblock... HAHHAHAA..... even the rider tk use sunblock la ok. too malas. but the rider doesn't bathe once in a few mths...

Gosok.. jangan tak gosok
Gosok.. lampu yang satu
Gosok.. sampai kau nampak wajahmu
Gosok.. jangan tak gosok
Gosok.. sampai berkilat
Gosok.. sampai tertanggal semua karat

HOT or wad?! gal cucikn fino mino i. FUHYOOOOOHH!!!

i just went on my first ride on my dad's boat! Daddy, Mama, Cik Enal, Lan & i! we went on a short fishing trip! i love the sea. but azlan got abit seasick... but he wasn't nauseous or anything... just felt abit woozy... poor baby.... anyways, i so wanna go again! i miss swimming. and jetskiing. and snorkelling. and boating. and just being so close to the water. even laying on the beach is different. i love being in the middle of the sea. where theres nothing but water.

I LOVE.

kwik pik update

2008-11-03T19:46:00.005+08:00

hey everyone,
sorry its been eons since i've updated.

a kwik pik + caption info download
on wads been happening in my life...
its not in any order,
just random pix & stories.

well, the sem has started :(

the fruit punch at movida kicks ass!
thanks to Shannen... whose taking the pic :P
i promise,
this wasn't editted.

let's straighten out our hairs,
gloss our lips
& go again!
trying to take upskirt pix of ppl walkg down the stairs...
before lecture
i burnt my fingers while trying to light up some sparklers...
they were in bad shape a while back...
now my burnt fingers have healed.
but the sensations are less now.
i tink i fried some of my nerves away...
boring lectures about interesting topics...
i spent the whole hour trying to figure out if there really is such a word as:
UNCONDOMED.

is there?
or is the lecturer just bullshitting us?
see, i spent more than an hour...
until now,
still wondering...
still eagerly waiting for the masa to time;
so that i can rush out of that cold lecture hall
& bask in the hot sun outside.

& of cuz,
to go home lah...
found a new craze:
kool berry snoothie
no 1 entertains me during breaks...
so i entertain myself...
by camwhoring...
mwahhahaha!
a mummy cat & her kittens we spotted at downtown east...
me & nana were going for some japanese @ hei sushi...
its sakae sushi minus the alcohol beverage.
yeah...
i just realised tat this is the only pic we took tat day...
PLUS,
i had to park damn far...
(at escape)
cuz there werent any empty lots nearby...

until we met up with Lan
& he asked why i didn't park at the aranda carpark.
hehe!
bacin me.
me & idah were accidental twins for the day
hot pink top CHECK
orange la senza bra CHECK
went riding to bugis with sery & ash...
ash rides a red+white scrambler btw...
same colour combi as my fino
the jalan raya to nana's house...
with my maut guess heels :)
i lyk.....
my domo is cuter than urs!
mwahahha......
jumping jacks is a form of exercise...
& guess WHAT?

ahh.. don't bother...
u won't be able to guess...

i've been exercising!
yeah... really.. i'm a jogger!
well, once a week...
every tuesday @ bedok reservoir
with farley...
mau join kapa?
more pic-taking during lecture breaks...
to wake us up.. hahah

met up with kak liza a couple of times...
we go foot reflexology together2 again k?
& MUST lepak!
i wanna see more pix! :P
i was a deranged dead zombie-fied druggy junkie bloody thing
for halloween.
last min werkz, k?!
even fino mino wasn't spared....
me in stats class... DAMN BORING LAH!
must learn how to use this software to manipulate statistical data lah..
BLEURGH!

well,
that's the end of my entry...
shall leave u with tat hot pic of me in blue...
*prasan*

one of life's many mysteries

2008-10-24T01:56:00.002+08:00

why is it that the older a person gets, the more diificult it is to talk to them?

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2008-10-01T03:09:00.003+08:00

Hello...

To all our friends and readers....

Salam Lebaran

Azlan and Yana.....

somebody kill me please!

2008-09-23T06:22:00.003+08:00

OMFG!

i am a fucking insomniac!

this sucks big time.....

insomnia sucks!

its fucking up everything.......

KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know the song 'wake me up when september ends' by Green Day.... its rubbish.... how can anyone wake me up when i can't even fucking sleep!

shameless plug....

2008-09-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

hello my friends.....

How's Ramadan treating all of you? well... just 2 more weeks of the holy month left... let's make the best out of it yea?

And after the fasting month, you should celebrate..... here's some tips....

GLITCHED ROOTS PROJECT LIVE AT HARD ROCK!

Date: 5 Oct 2008 (Sunday)

Venue: Hard Rock Cafe Singapore

Time: 11 PM

Tix: 12 bucks (1 free drink)

A new breed of ragga is hitting HRC!!!!!!

We'll be playing alot of songs never before played in public... be part of this historic event... hahaha.... some new originals.... and songs the puclic will be hearing for the first time....

it'll be fun.... promise.....

IRIE!

we're so not going to australia for our honeymoon

2008-09-16T00:30:00.004+08:00

I'm so nervous. and worried. Results are otw. My year 2 sem 1 exam results. Can't even sleep... Although I'm quite tired. My mind keeps thinking about the results. And tomorrow, I have attachment at 8am! *haiz*

Just now, I tumpang Zeehan home from Geylang East Polyclinic. She step paisey. I told her "Please lah! Your house is like 5mins away from my house?"... I coaxed her into it. She wanted to take a cab home! *tsk tsk tsk* Ni lah... Daddy's little girl. *hurhurhur*

And tomorrow, we going together. Hopefully it won't rain. Unlike this morning. I got caught in the rain. Bayikkkk.... It started raining while I waited for my fussy mama to find dad's raincoat... And by the time I parked at the polyclinic, the rain stopped. POWER OR WHAT?! I love the rain. But I don't enjoy going for attachment all wet n soggy. Anyways, I dried up pretty quick. Except for my hair. Because we had to tie it up. Yes 'TIE', not bun.. heheh ;)

Ok, I'm so nervous! I'm finally in nyp e-services but now, they keep showing "Internal Server Error" when I click on "View Result of Current Semester". How? How?? How???

Change topic: (to get my mind off the results)
I've been reading Earth Commander's old journal. He's so cute lah! And I love him so much. That's why easily get jealous when I read about his old flames. Then I begin wondering if he thinks those love-ish thoughts when we cuddle or hold hands. Macam tak ada aje... Most of the time, I'm the one who reaches out for his hand to hold :(

Elfie & Erfan bought me this bag for my birthday. And recently, Erfan bought me a matching watch! POWER! oklah, i practically begged him for it... But I didn't think he was ACTUALLY going to buy it for me! Thanks Mr Ferrero!

I'll blog about my Wild Wild West adventure soon, ok? I already got the pix from Farley. But haven't had the energy to blog properly about it. So it's on hold, for now.

This NYP website is literally killing me softly. I'm so anxious. But it keeps on taking its own sweet time to load, just to show me "Internal Server Error". WTF? Get on with it lah~! I need to sleep in peace. Ok, maybe not peace. But at least, not in anxiety. Have you ever tried to fall asleep when you're anxious? Confirm, won't be able to sleep. Or worse, wake up every 5 mins.

My stomach is turning inside out. OMG OMG OMG! I need a drink, man! Ok, I'm going to the kitchen to calm myself with whatever is in the fridge. Pray for me!

awet muda

2008-09-14T23:13:00.005+08:00

[MSN CONVO @ 1130]
vanity ayunie says: dp kau nie, umur braper?
...yana says: huhhhhh? aku aru amek siulllll!!!
vanity ayunie says: ahhh?? SERIOUS?? haha. muka innocent. cute. (( :
...yana says: hahahhaha! thankiu *kembang lubang hidung aku kejap*

Today, me & Azlan buka out! Nope, not at Shenton Way... But at the hawker centre near Parkway Parade...
*to satisfy my craving for mee kuah*

Azlan couldn't decide what to order...

Azlan : "It's like too early to order..." Tapi dah 6.45pm... Yanakiasu worrying that the food won't arrive on time.

My MEE KUAH! *yummy* Macam tak boleh tahan until bang!

Especially when I noticed the runny yolk drowning the chili! *droolz*

In the end, earth commander settled for MEE GORENG... I don't like mee goreng, but the it was good lah! And there were lots of little bits of mutton... since azlanhatehamis don't like/eat mutton, he had a mini-donation drive to ms. yanalovekambing...

Mmm! Yeah, that kambing is on my plate! *mwahahahahah* part ni, LAGIK tak boleh tahan!

the posters on the drink stall tricked us, azlan wanted to order teh cino... but tarak... so he settled for longan instead. I had lychee... bye.
(you just said a bad word) hahhahaah!

waiting for buka... see, da siap the mee goreng & longan...

mr azlanthemoody's first smile of the day! he was laughing at the apek who sold the drinks... cuz i was telling him that the apek forgot our drinks. but the apek didn't. HAHA!

then he laughed some more after 1 pakcik from the (same) drink stall gave us kurma. But we only ate 2 :(

Afters, we walked around abit... We ended up at Parkway Parade. Azlanloveschickflicks was looking for the White Chicks DVD... but the only copy he found was selling at S$45... rip off or what? He didn't buy it, btw.

All that walking, made us hungry... Even my camera pouch agreed... See... a very hungry domo.

the little domo zipper oso wanted something to munch...

Initally, we already planned to get some pretzel dessert from Auntie Anne's... but there was no glaze dip, only caramel left. Plus, the auntie from Auntie Anne's was RUDE. So guess where we ended up?

C'mon! GUESS?!

HINT: Clam Chowder
Not Long John Silver.

HINT: Jungle Freeze
Not bubble tea shop.

HINT: Hot Fudge Brownie
Not Starbucks.

HINT: Fried Calamari
Not kedai kopi western.

FISH & CO!!!

Earth Commander's attempt at photography...

It was a great end to my holidays. Tomorrow, attachment begins. 8am. So now, I need to get some rest.

And for those who are wondering why our earth commander hasn't been blogging much. (although he recently promised in his late entry. yes, the very short 1 about clowns.) Azlan is currently in a CS (counterstrike) frenzy. He even suggested that I buy a microphone so that my brother Erfan can join in the fun. *SWEAT* Anyways, he was telling me that his infatuation will last for about 1 week. We'll see, ok?

Goodnight, folks. I'll be happily dreaming about my "youthfulness"... HAHA! Thanks Seri! I'm very happy... It's not even comparable to when cigarette-sellers ask for my ic.

Hey, hey, you can be wicked. And you know I can be fickle sometimes too, y'know.

2008-09-13T01:41:00.006+08:00

So give me a sign
Coz we are indestructible
Yes we are
And you are my life-line
And we are indestructible
Yes we are

the 4 of us met up!
like, FINALLY.

Initially, we were supposed to go cycling at East Coast. Unfortunately, no one else except me knew how to get there. So we made a change of plans, and went to Pasir Ris Park instead.

I took the double bike with Shannen. But afterwards, everyone had a chance :)
We went cycling for 2 hours. Tired or what?!

Regina taught Seri how to adjust the gears...

Seri playing on the see-saw in the hot sun. Against all odds. Hehe...

Shannen wanted to play on the slide. But didn't want to dirty her pants. *SWEAT*

I love this thing! But its quite scary. Shannen didn't want to stop spinning me around. And Regina didn't want to stop taking pictures :(

See what I mean.
Really scared ok!

And more monkey-ing around...

Until Regina had a blister on her palm.

But that didn't stop her from climbing about.

After happily playing about, we realised that the playground wasn't meant for us. HAHA! Young at heart, they say.

TA-DA!
Our cycling adventure.

Don't look no more,
Coz it'll only make your eyes sore

Sorry I can't meet you later Farley! Mama mintak me help her bake kuih :(
Jangan marah, k?

Attitude.

the reason i hate clowns

2008-09-11T18:53:00.003+08:00

this is exactly the reason i hate clowns.... they are freaky shits.....

look at part 0:27.... looks like he's fucking going to attack you man.....

*shudder*

anyways... i'll be back soon with a post.... promise...

You ain't nothin' but a hound dog

2008-09-10T21:46:00.005+08:00

Erfan was showing me an Elvis Impersonator on youtube.com. Handsome jugak si Joseph Hall ni... He's senget smile reminds me of Azlan. Hehe!

Speaking of Azlan. When are you going to blog? Everyone's asking...

Anyways, today I'm going to blog about my rebonding adventure.

Me & Farley went to rebond our hair together :) at hougang.
Jeewa! Seri backed out & rebonded her hair near her house instead.
we were there from 1pm til 7pm.
6 hours!
there was a tv mounted on the wall.
but they were watching Chinese programmes.
and although there were subtitles,
the subtitles were also in mandarin.
THANKS EH!
what cures boredom?
camwhoring. haha!

This is the part they bbq our heads.
I hate that machine.
It like radiates heat to our hair.
I think, to let the chemicals penetrate the shaft of the hair.
But towards the end, the machine made my scalp feel damn itchy.

c'mon! we're almost done!
That's the magical straightening iron.
I think I need to get 1 that can go up to 200 degrees celcius.

Farley's hair took longer.
Cuz its thicker.
More curly.
And more stubborn.
HAHA!

After straightening with the iron,
hair treatment!
Our heads kena steamed!

See, I tolja Farley took a real long time.
That's her coaxing Dewi to meet us for break fast at Ang Mo Kio.
And me, bored.
And really, really, really, really happy with my new hair :P

all straightened out!

then, buka at Ramen Ten AMK.
I don't really know what all the hype about Ramen Ten is about.
But since Dewi was craving for it,
we just went ahead.

We were late though! For buka...
We buka otw to AMK.
I stopped the bike at 1 small lane.
Me & farley had drinks & smokes.
Dewi had to wait for us, abit.

I ordered the beef with rice.
Which I couldn't finish.
They helped me though.
So I didn't waste any food!

Candid shots of them eating.
I finished quite early.
Much earlier than them!

Afters, they persuaded a friend of theirs, Su...
To come & lepak with us.
But ended up, I lepak with Su,
& they lepak together.

Su rides a super four... But she's kinda short?
HAHAHA!
And that's my rebonding + Ramen Ten story...

Adventures of the Wild Wild West must wait,
some pix are with Farley...
& her pc is acting up.

Newsflash:
Today I washed my shoes! As in... ALL of my footwear. I counted that I had 10. But I threw 1 away. the clark's slip-on...
so i washed 9 pairs of footwear.
*phew*
btw, this is my first attempt at washing shoes.
I had no idea how to wash shoes.
Yesterday, Sery & Khai taught me how to.
HAHA!

Anyways, I took this picture when I went to collect Mama's iron from servicing.
(I didn't know you could send an iron for servicing!)
It was about to rain at Bedok...
(Taken some time back)

I love the sky!
& taking pix of it!

Alright, I'm going to meet Azlan for abit.
Rindu lah!

2 girls, 1 boy and west coast

2008-09-10T01:13:00.003+08:00

I'm on Elfie's lappie!
Erfan is busy playing Hellgate on the pc.
So I can neither blog about rebonding, ramen ten nor my expeditions to the west because all the pix are in the pc.
And not this lappie.

However, I did explore the wild wild west today.
I broke fast at West Coast! Seri, Khai & I. Janji Melayu habis. Supposed to meet at 6pm. However, me & sery reached at 6.30pm & Khai (even later!) at 6.50pm lah! Haha! But luckily, there were empty tables. Most probably because it was a weekday. So not too many people eating out.

On the way to West Coast... On PIE.. Seri spotted another Mio Fino! Same colour some more!
Haha!!
A guy was riding. He looked so buddy. Like scared2.
Of course, he kept looking at us!
His female pillion looked so step (aka arrogant).
I cannot tahan, so I rempit!
NO LAH!
I just sped up a little because they were going so slow.
Plus, its not like we're going to menggatal (aka itchy2) or what.

But really looks weird.
A guy riding a Fino.
Different people, different opinions I guess.

While waiting for Khai.
What else?
Camwhoring session.
With our newly rebonded hair.

Everyone said it's nicer.
More manageable.
And its not messy like my previous hairdo.
If it was even considered a hairdo.
More like a disaster.
Haha!!

My Milo Dinosaur Power.
Which wasn't so power.
I've tasted better.
The best ice Milo I've ever had was at Tampines Pasar Bulat (aka Round Market).
If you're a Milo lover, you have to try it! It's at the Malay coffee shop facing the main road... I mean, expressway leading to PIE.

But afterwards, I ordered the Honeydew drink. That was POWER!
Tastes like bubble tea's honeydew.
My fave!

Nasi Ayam Madu (aka Honey Chicken Rice).
Yummy! The chicken was quite tasty, not too sweet.
Maintain blood glucose level.

Khai finally arrived. He had Mee Kuah. My fave Mee Kuah is still, undoubtedly, at Marine Parade. The hawker centre near Parkway Parade.
But Mee Kuah, must eat with caution. I always end up dirtying my clothes :(
Azlan says I don't know how to eat.
And that I eat like a baby.
:((
I need a bib...

Seri had Kway Teow Hong Kong. Not bad.
But the prawn not too fresh lah.

Seri trying to fight her stomachache.
In actual fact, she already paid 10cents to visit the loo.
And she had already done her business.
I think her digestive system is too active.

After eating, we couldn't find a nice place to lepak. So we just ended up sitting around at the shelter behind the bustop. Near my bike.

And then, Khai wanted to see-see my Mio Fino... So we moved to lepak right next to my bike.
Yeah, we sat on the curb.
The curb is the new bawah block.
Yeah right!

Don't worry, Khai. I'll patiently wait for the raincoat.
If it rains, public transport ada.
And do let me know a.s.a.p. if you have the doa sticker.

Tomorrow, I have to clean my room.
Or at least tidy it up.
And I hope it'll be a hot day.

Because I need to wash a few pairs of shoes...

After I came home from West Coast, I washed 2 loads of laundry.
So I'm pretty zonked now.

Earth Commander is hunting for fish at Bedok Jetty with Hyder.

So I guess tonight I'll just fall asleep to the sound of Erfan playing Hellgate.

It's pretty scary, by the way.

PS: Go to my friendster and tell me the background is hot. *hehe*

say goodbye to stubborn curls

2008-09-09T02:43:00.002+08:00

For those who were dying to see my hair.

I'm quite tired.
Today was lovely.
Or should I say love-ful.
I mean, full of love.
Because we're just fools in love.
I love you, darling...

Anyways,
the stories of rebonding,
buka at Ramen Ten
& exploration to the West will have to wait.
For some other time.
Accompanied with pictures,
I promise you :)

Goodnight moonlight.
Sleep tight, Earth Commander.

I love Egyptian kings.

Sunsets are so cliche

2008-09-08T07:50:00.008+08:00

Riding off from St. Pats today, I realised that the sun was beginning to light up the skies. So instead of making a right turn home at the Still Road junction, I made a left. Ending up at a quiet carpark just off the Marine Parade flyover. I parked, kicked out the side stand and dug into my jeans pockets for my handphone, which I forgot to bring along; Unfortunately. Sighing at my own foolish absent-mindedness, I hoped that Azlan wouldn't be too mad.

I looked up towards the horizon to find that my view was blocked by a mass of trees. I guess all those trees were meant to make up for our lack of greenery all across our cemented concrete city. I got off, undid my helmet and untangled my hair. I lamely hopped over a small drain infested with dried leaves and begun walking across the grass, towards the beach. I immediately regretted not taking the designated walkway as I clumsily stepped into the moshy ground, still wet and soggy from the rain in the early morning. There was not much I could do to avoid the wetlands, so I trudged on forward until I safely reached the dry tarred cycling track.

Finally, I could look around and not concentrate on what I was stepping on (or in). Joggers of different ages, sizes and pace were obediently following the law of "Use the right track". Overnight campers were up and about, unpitching their tents silently. I suppose they had yet to get their morning dose of caffeine. A group of women, fully dressed in white and track shoes, were congregated on a patch of grass away from the beach. I imagine that their grass patch was soggy too. Slowly they spread out and a very olden, traditional Chinese song begun playing. I'm pretty sure it was neither Tai Chi nor Qigong. The sweeper was busy sweeping away all the dried leaves and rubbish left about, leaving streaks on the sand made by his broom. I realised this as I slowly approached the sandy bit behind the breakwater.

I didn't bother with the benches. I figured I wouldn't be staying long enough to get tired standing on both my feet. I ~~settled~~ stood on the most grassy bit that was almost cliff-like over the beach. The beach was messy. The spoils of weekend East Coast Park goers. Empty plastic bottles, abandoned sand castles and a single toy shovel, maybe left by mistake. My only hope is that its not alive, like Toy Story. Birds poking at the morning loot. Intrigued by the plastics, hopping about the castles in search of breakfast.A lonely girl carrying her shoes, strolling along the beach. Allowing the waves to lightly lap against her feet.

I had a great, direct, unblocked view of the morning sun gently yet surely, rising.It wasn't glaring. A big cloud partly blocked its rays. There were many low clouds especially in the South, looking dark and grey. Perhaps still unsatisfied with the amount of rainfall it delivered earlier on. From where I stood, I roughly made out an island to the South. Even though I still have no idea what island that is, it seemed as though a small part of it was experiencing rain. I panicked a little. My newly rebonded hair is still supposed to be hydrophobic. I continued turning my head towards the West. The sky there still looked half asleep. The sun's rays have yet to penetrated the Wild Wild West. The clouds there were evened out, not even a single rain cloud in sight.

The fleets of ships scatteredly at anchor across the horizon were still undisturbed from slumber; Sleepyheads. That big cloud inched on forward, probably blown by the wind, revealing more of the orange fire in the sky. The sky above was light blue but beneath the sun and low clouds, the sky glowed in a warm shade of amber. Tenderly evaporating the morning dews, dissolving the cool air brought by the moon.

It was just too bad that I didn't have my digital camera with me. If not, I most probably would have snapped my most amazing photographic shot ever. Who knew I was able to catch this beautiful moment by chance? Only God.

The big cloud then parted, granting the sun sovereignty to fully exhibit its brilliant rays. Momentarily blinding anyone or anything that dares to stare at its majesty.

It was then I decided to head for home. I wanted to watch the sunrise, not get scorched.

I'm on the top of the world looking down on creation

2008-08-29T01:47:00.003+08:00

1. The person who tag you is .
sery

2. Your relationship with him/her is .
my classmate in poly. members jeewa...

3. Your five impression of him/her.
jeewa;
camwhore;
hardworking;
kanchiong;
irritating.
HAHAHHAH!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you .
buy for me helmet!

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you .
*continuation from qn 4* (at the motorcycle shop)
"does this shop accept nets? because i don't have enough cash..."
uhhh... no, they only accept CASH -_-

6.If he/she become your lover, you will .
break up straight away... HAHA!
she oreadi admittd she easily give up on relationships.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be .
not giving up on relationships.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will .
bitch abt her on my blog, frenster, msn n everything online.
(cuz i knoe it pisses her off really bad)
then start spreading rumours abt her to her frens...
or so-called frens... POWER!

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be .
i haf nicer pix of myself!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is .
bawak gi riding ah!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is .
members jeewa ah! kn da ckp...

12. How you think people around you will feel about you .
either they love me.
or they hate me.
btw, i dun care much for the haters.

13. The characters you love of yourself are :
EVERYTHING!
doh! i'm a leo.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are nothing?
ok, maybe the bit that i'm a tad but too emo... lyk, i cry watching cartoony movies.
how lame is that?!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is .
myself.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
u care for me. i care for u. u like me. i like me. we same same!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. sery
2. sery
3. sery
4. sery
5. sery
6. sery
7. sery
8. sery
9. sery
10. sery

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
no one.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing
i tink sery is straight. so i dun tink she'd date herself.
so it definitely, can't be a good thing. HAHA!

no ques 21!

22. What is no.2 studying about?
same class?! NURSING!

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
few mins ago... we're actually talking on msn now...

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
go listen to the music on ther blog.
http://fairytaledreamsofyou.blogspot.com/
trance, hiphop, rnb, techno, jiwang, pop... almost everything lah!

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
yeah... 2 bros... dan & yan.

26. Will you woo no.3?
nope!

27. How about no.7?
its the same person.

28. Is no.4 single?
YES!

29. What is the surname of no.5?
tkde surname... ada father's name ajek...

30. What's the hobby of no.10?
camwhoring!

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
i hope so... if not, she may have split personality disorder!

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
NYP

33. Talk something casually about no.1.
i tink the phrase that she always hears from me is "I told you so!".

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
hmmm.... yes many... HAHAHHAH!

35. Where does no.9 live at?
toa payoh

36. What colour does no.4 like?
green... brown...

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
i dun reali knoe?

38. Does no.1 have any pets?
nope...
btw sery, i haf pets ok! in my house got 2 birds.. a few fishes... n a couple of frozen chicken parts in the fridge... mwahahha~!

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no... cuz i'm the most sexiest person in the werld!

40. What is no. 10 doing now?
reading this.

*i didn't want to tag other ppl cuz i dun wan to force ppl to do this... so if u wanna do this, just answer qn 1 as yana tagged u.

**plus, i dun haf 10 frens...

***bedek ah! i tink i do... but not 10 CLOSE frens... that's wad i meant.

****anyways, i already knoe what my frens tink of me...

*****& wad ppl readg this r thinking... yana is feeling ego malam nie!

PIX GALORE!

2008-08-27T23:55:00.010+08:00

rmb the multistorey carpark story in my last entry?

this is the 1st floor of that carpark...

and those are the motorcycle parking lots in that carpark...

and THAT is my bike!

posing sket!

me & farley during lepak session

guilty as charged.
we were indulging in ice lemon tea.
haha!

thumbs up from Azlan
ok, enough pix of mio fino...

Azlan & I went out for a date today...
Guess where?

Singapore Flyer!
I won tickets awhile back,
but due to our busy schedules
we were unable to go earlier.

They gave us pills and after we swallowed it,
we shrunk into bee-size mini-human miniatures
& hopped on the miniature Singapore Flyer
in the world of Alice's Wonderland...

Almost late, we still took our own sweet time taking pictures
before checking in.

our flight was at 7pm...
but we were required to reach there by 6.30pm.
for their security checks & whatnots...
Azlan took less than 15mins from his house to the Singapore Flyer
on his phantom...
cuz he's the Ghost Rider!
mwahhaa~!

That was Azlan's expression when he discovered that each ticket was going at $29.50 per person...

See how happy he is when he found out that we were going in for free!
He's marching right in!

After the security checks
(and marching)
we posed for pictures...
but he looks sleepy!

I, on the other hand,
felt excited.
Hence, trying to show it on my face.

That's OUR capsule!
(not that I can differentiate it from the rest)
BUT,
we had the ENTIRE CAPSULE to ourselves!
& this is the part where I told Azlan that it costs about $1000 to book a private capsule...
Then, I told him to quickly propose to me.
CUAK MEMBER KEJAP!

Taking pix under the blue light was Mr Eiffel 65's idea...
Yo listen up here's a story
About a little guy that lives in a blue world
And all day and all night and everything he sees
Is just blue like him inside and outside

I'm blue da ba dee da ba die...

My darling sitting quietly like a good little boy...
while I'm pacing up & down,
excited!
Snapping away on my camera :)

Until he took charge & took pictures of me...

The charming hensem gragok fellow...
HANDS OFF!

Beautiful sky :)

He looks like he's about to headbutt the building.
HAHA!

See the durian?
It's my favourite fruit!
Speaking of food,
Even before the ride...
I was hungry lah!
Because haven't had dinner yet...

Testing my Canon IXUS 950 IS...
I didn't zoom in to the max...
But already can see the buggies on the new golf course at Marina.
Clear pulak tuh!

Azlan & I were discussing what if there was an emergency in the capsule...
Like, what would the staff do?
There's an intercom there...
To alert the staff in case of trouble, I guess...
But what would they do
let's say...
if people were fighting?
someone had a heart attack?
Going to deliver a baby?
Or simply, needed to shit really bad...
What would they do?

PINK!
was my old obssession... haha!

All of Singapore is just a board of Monopoly...

Azlan pointed out Bedok Jetty...
If that IS bjt.

Oh! The sights!

And our brightly lit construction site on the opposite side...

We were higher than that building!!

On the top of the world!
(Even though Singapore is on the equator)

What's that island over there?
We figured it couldn't be Sentosa...
No bridge...

My sweetheart commenting that the cars look so tiny from up there...

No, I'm neither Christian nor Catholic...
Hehe :P

Trying to enjoy the sunset...
Which was blocked by the CBD
& the clouds...

WOW!

Ok, now you can see what I was wow-ing at...
the gorgeous bridge.
Ok, I know I'm lame-O!
But the expressway really looks nice at that angle.

Presenting Marina Bay!

You couldn't see me in the last picture :(
After the sunset-ed...
We had to choose whether we wanted to take
photos with flash = can see our faces
or
photos without flash = can see background...
We couldn't have the best of both worlds...

Lucky for us,
we were able to take lovely pix earlier
when the sun was still out!
:)

Touching down to Earth soon...

No, he's not yawning.

We were quite happy after the ride :)

I told you he's Mr Eiffel 65...
Still blue...
HAHA!

Step photographer mane lah kononnye!

You must be wondering which bike we took...
HAHA!
I rode to pasir ris to fetch Azlan...
But mama was warning me that if I went under the ERP gantry without my IU unit,
they will fine me $50...
Better be safe than sorry.
So we took phantom...
HEY! I told you that earlier right?
DOH!

Anyways, afters
we had dinner at Popeye's!
For some reason,
I think the branch there serves better food than those in Changi Airport.

After filling our stomachs,
we rode back to Pasir Ris to bring Mio Fino for a ride
to Tampines Library...
(my bookworm bf had to return a book)
Then off to fill the fuel tank at SPC...
I think I can fill my own fuel tank now.

Afters, we lepak-ed abit...
Then I rode home,
In the cold!
Damn, I need a windbreaker...
Or raincoat.
*hinthint*

mau rempit kapa?

2008-08-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

Today was an extremely eventful day...

Collected bike from shop...

Got my free black helmet.

Luckily it wasn't orange.

Unlike what Azlan thought.

He rode back (with me as pillion)

to the multistorey carpark where he parked his bike.

He was just as excited (but less scared)

than I was...

He loved it!

He says its the easier bike he had ever ridden.

We took some pix of the bike.

And me posing with the bike.

Then, it was my turn.

I started the engine.

And turned the throttle.

My baby fino has no clutch, no gears.

and "ooooonnnnnngggg" i went out of the multistorey carpark...

made 1 round n came back in.

IT WAS EXCITING!

we climbed up to the highest level of the carpark.

i mean, we rode.

haha...

we took summore pix...

then decided to fill up the fuel tank at SPC in pasir ris...

(cuz we filled abit at caltex earlier on)

n oso go ask ah chuan if he got the sticker p-plate.

And so, that was my first bike journey.

From bedok reservoir to pasir ris.

Not too bad.

Kena flashed.

Many many times.

But by the same car.

Haha.

I didn't even notice!

Anyways, after SPC...

we went to Azlan's house to show his parents my new bike :)

Uncle took it for a ride.

Tapi mcm awkward sket psl tkde clutch.

after eating, we decided to go to kelantan lane.

because still had no p-plate.

and that was my 2nd bike journey!

this time we went on the expressway.

PIE

and came back by ECP & KPE...

my 3rd adventure

exiting KPE, it was raining cats & dogs.

Azlan's bike had trouble at paya lebar flyover...

& i didn't know this until i was after eunos exit.

we were heading for tampines then.

going to surprise Farley!

by the time i reached tampines, i was drenched.

and my new $4/each p-plates were flaking off.

literally.

so Azlan went to the nearby bike shops in the area.

and found $10/each p-plates.

which were much better than the $4 ones.

obviously.

then my 4th adventure...

my first pillion!

Farley!!!

& sending her back home to hougang.

kena horn once.

for moving off too slow at the traffic light.

after hougang, we lepak-ed...

abit...

then we headed back home.

where azlan helped me to park my bike.

its so troublesome, i tell u.

parking, i mean.

just after 1 slice of pizza & 5 mins on the pc...

elfie called.

asked if i haf my bike already

n if i could fetch him from circuit road.

my 5th adventure.

but my first completely solo ride.

it was good! and exciting!!

except when after elfie got on the bike.

bcuz he was too scared n too fidgety...

and HEAVY!

n didn't help with being flexible or balance at all!

it was like i was carrying a REALLY heavy box.

hahha!

but Alhamdulillah...

everything is good :)

i managed.

my top speed today was 100km/h.

not bad?

hahah...

smtg new i learnt today...

selit-ing!

the most important thing i learnt from taking my class 2B license...

SAFETY!

cuz even without all those bike practicals...

i tink i can managed to ride my yamaha fino.

just start the engine

& throttle away.

and of cuz, braking when necessary!

Thank you Baby Boo,

for guiding me around on the roads.

& buying me the bike!

i love it!

but i love you more!!!

ps: i wanted to post all my pix...

but Azlan accidentally brought my Canon camera home.

so,

next time then :)

red & white

2008-08-25T23:31:00.003+08:00

mi new helmet :)
thanks to sery for the prezzie!
im so EXCITED!

and also excited for TOMORROW!
cuz i'm collectg my fino tmr~!

now u knoe y i chose red n white helmet?
to matching wif my new bike lah of cuz!

i'm so excited tat i was going to paint my nails red...
but unfortunately, i dun haf any red nail polish...
so i paintd my nails pink instead...
cuz RED + WHITE = PINK
hahahahhaha..............

insya Allah i wil upload pix of me n my new bike tmr...
or soon afters :)
n azlan is gg to bring me on the roads!
kena practise ah beb,
im kinda scared to go on the road by myself...
esp the expressway!
hahaha... mcm LAMER!
but i wil get the hang of it...
cuz thrs many ppl waiting for me to tumpang them...
mnwahhahahahhaha!

pictorial entry of my weekend

2008-08-24T18:52:00.009+08:00

[230808 saturday]

the mentelz
my adorable cuzzin
a very very big kenzo flower
me & the flower bouquet. again.

but this time, diff color roses ;P

otw 2 akad nikah

welcome to the family, kak lin!
staying calm in the kekecohan
duncha tink dey look lyk sisters?

kecian cameraman, tkde org amek pix dia.
no one took pix of me pun!
psl camerawoman.

[240808 sunday]

kepak bing bing
it rained.
the 2 days.
spot me
1 pengantin baru
2 flower girls
& 2 pengantin lama
CAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!
ehhhh... but that's not kak lin!
its my anak sedara, wirda...
ohhhh nk step pantin dgn abg didi eh?
mentang2 baju matching!

nie baru pantin pompan btl :)

say oren!

me & cuzzin, eda
me & anak sedara, nadia...
dia tknk smile :(

look at the cute boi carrying the rotan!
my anak sedara, nadia... called these lil kids "momok"

RED is the new pink

2008-08-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

Guess where we went to eat for my belated birthday celebration?! cum celebration of no mo exams... cum celebrate passing my TP!!! we were with azlan, of cuz.. who took dis pic :)

bite me!
so much fun, laffter n gud food... (but abot slow svc todae.. cuz alot of customers n not enuff staff) eat until i stained my top.... but i wasn't the only messy eater ard!
i met my match. Shanning! mwahhaa...
wenjing loved the sashimi... n the pregnant fish...
shanning claimed tat she onli like the coke there.. but i beg to differ.
regina ate alot of salmon.. raw salmon... cooked salmon... n alot alot of tings... bt she gave up quite early.. hahaa

shannen ate abit of everything :P esp. the unagi.. alot of unagi....

sery couldn't stop having the baby octopus...
and i was the last to stop eating....
azlan came in late... n ate alot of shitake... but the shitake was abit too salty todae...

can u spot what they bought me?
im wearing it...
CROCS shoes!
for attachment... mwahahha.....
n oso for gg out lah!... so comfy!
thanks gals!

and continuing the birthday present list...
my baby bought his present for me today :)

can't wait for next week...
to collect my bike!!!
its like a dream...
n if im dreaming, dun wake me up....
but i better NOT be dreaming when i ride that bike...
cuz baby says tat the secret to gud riding is being
ALERT!

thank you, love!
for the present...
& oso for everything else :)
im sorry i haf slightly neglectd u over these past 2 weeks
cuz of exams;
but i'm baaaaaaaccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

and oso a thanks to farley ;)
bile mau gi tuas?

300 and counting....

2008-08-21T04:02:00.001+08:00

hello....

here's to wishing my baby all the best for her TP in 5 hours time.....

hope to see an sms in the morning telling me the video is boring man......

insya allah...

amin...

i wan my baby boo :(

2008-08-20T18:17:00.002+08:00

we had last minit dinner at carousel :) cuz i told azlan tat i didn't want to celebrate my birthday... it being smack in the midst of exams & all... dinner was excellent... as usual :)

my tummy is suddenly acting up. will blog next time...

Selamat Hari Proklamasi Kemerdekaan Indonesia!

2008-08-17T11:39:00.008+08:00

on friday... i had a very bad headache... & since im allergic to panadol... i tried taking Aspirin... for the ferst time... n GUESS WHAT???

Yup... swollen like a goldfish! n this is after taking the meds... i dun tink the meds had much effect... haha... i could hardly open my eyes!

Ya, i know i look as if i just woke up... hahha.... compare... this is wad my eyes usually look like.. Unswollen.... with my grey contacts... duncha tink they look nice?

anyways, i won tix to watch WALL-E yesterday... finally! after waiting since 2007! its such a nice show... funny... heartwarming.... i cried, of course... hahha :)

thats my WALL-E!!! duncha tink WALL-E looks like Johnny 5? ok, i bet ur wondering whose Johnny....

i went to watch WALL-E at Lido with Sery... afters, we checked out Pacific Plaza... & THAT CD SHOP... apa lagik? camwhoringzZz....

she likes ugly betty.... i LOVE CSI! but i couldnt find CSI to pose wif :( i tink da sold out... hahaha!

macam paham

sery panicked after she realised tat all her camwhoring stunts were being filmed by security cameras.... mwahahhah!!!

anyways, my nose bled... so i rushed to the toilet... guess who didn't notice?

remember i mentioned tat i won the wall-e tix? well... after watching the movie... me n sery were hanging out outside.... there was a roadshow giving out free milo.... n some contests going on... n guess wad i won??

movie tix... (AGAIN) for this time, for kallang roar!

n i got to take pix with the cast :) yeah... free movie tix... and free photographs made me very very happy :P

the plan was to go n mug for mental health together... but azlan called.. n i realised i totally forgot abt the fatskunks bbq... so i made a change of plans n headed to pasir ris instead :)

n i got to take pix with another superstar... haha :)

are you wondering why there r so many pix in dis post?? cuz i took 'em using my own camera... frm FARLEY!!! thankiu beb :)

before i forget... Selamat Hari Proklamasi Kemerdekaan! to Indonesia... so now, let's all enjoy a funny clip from indonesia :)

old songs & old pix

2008-08-14T14:09:00.002+08:00

Just finished my ferst paper todae... 9-11am... WAH... quite difficult... but since everyone found it hard, Insya Allah there will be moderation... Haha!

I was kinda shocked that 2 of my classmates didn't turn up for the paper. I have no idea y... Khai n Gurpreet... mcm main2 sey... or maybe they're really under the weather?

Speaking of the weather... its SO hot out! blh dpt heatstroke. n i didn't use any sunblock today. so i tried as much as i could to walk in the shade... but from my bustop to my house... there isn't any shelter lah. so i tink i've just become a tone darker...

few nights back, me & azlan were surfing thru the net for some ugly fishes... i saw a blobfish.. n i tink it looks so cute! hahaha... looks like a sad fish...

and azlan hates catfish.... but i accidentally let him eat Sutchi fillet.... which turned out to be 'catfish fillet'..... hahahahhaa..... see, its not that disgusting or hamis.... anyways, i tink catfish r delicious... and cute... look at it! its smiling at u! :)

ok nanti nakgi nengok 4bia... He won tix!!! hehe~ i'll rmb to bring my jacket... takot sejuk... if too cold, tk shiok, cannot enjoy the movie properly... HAHA! but its at 7ish, if im not mistaken... so i'm off for a shower then gg to study at 101... i can't concentrate at home... too many distractions... brothers, tv, computer, food... u get the point ryte? anyways, the cleaning lady is here... so its best if i kip out of her way... summore my room is like the messiest. hahah!!

GUESS WHAT? i googled my name n found this old photo... OMG! i dun even rmb taking tat pic... but yea, its kinda bit dark...

"Aku hanya menumpang kasih melihat keindahan
Menjamah kebahagian
Dan berterima kasih atas kurnia
Yang tak terhingga"

i love chuzzle

2008-08-10T01:44:00.003+08:00

i just watched Hancock... wad a sad movie.... haiz....

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE! i kinda missed the parade... i figured i was real late for the module evaluate for school.. so i did tat.. hahaha... (not tat a few hrs made a whole lotta diff).... but im satisfied tat i actually thot thru wad i had to comment. yeah... n thanks to Shanning who helped me find whr the link was... lol!

anyways... HAPPY BDAE ABG DIDI!!

the kenduri was a success. Alhamdulillah.... but i was real tired.... cuz of the exhibition in sch... n after everyone went home.. i just slept.... (after arguing with my parents abt sleeping at the other house.. i just dun understand y they cant tell us earlier tat we're sleeping over.. at least blh mentally prepare.... n bring all the necessities kan.....) the food was GOOD! the briyani dam.. POWER GILER! my parents r contemplatg to order again for hari raya.. mwahahhaa.... n i liked the cream puff too! but mama didnt order alot.... so we ran out of it very fast. anyways, i "WOKED" up... at 2pm! *ish ish ish* n waited for dad to come back fr golf.... then we drove back home :) to this house.

tmr i got bike pract.... at 830am.... but i cant seem to fall aslp... i tink i slept too much last night. hahaha.... n afters, im gg to sentosa... for some fun, sand, sea & me! not forgetting food, of cuz....

btw, my nail polish really makes my nails glow in the dark! i tried to take a pic... but it didnt werk... but i tink its cool! in a weird way... hahahhaa..... at ferst, i was scared! cuz u knoe lah, blind as a bat without my spex... then in the dark summore... i got a shock at ferst... but afters, i realised it was my nails.. hahahhaha..... ya im SLOW! but its forgivable.. psl ada excuse ;)

No more hiding under the blankets ;)

2008-08-08T18:34:00.003+08:00

MUMMY! ITS OVERRRRR!!!!!
http://undertheblankets.blogdrive.com/
we're done with our LAST presentation for year 2 sem 1. next up: EXAMS!

i wld lyk to thank sery, regina, yek pei, shannen, shanning (even tho for this, shes different grp) & wenjing (even tho shes in a different elective)... it was good while it lasted :) jia you for exams hor! i tink my group is the best group in the WORLD! n together, we 'POWER' beb!

ok... pix pix pix... from shanning's bdae celebration at ramen ten... i hope the cheekopek red tshirt uncle doesn't get a hold of my blog and starts staring at shanning's photos *herherher*

all of us tat went to ramen ten. my ferst time eating there! we were celebrating shanning's bdae... she's the 1 in the centre... in yellow :)

im camera shy.... RIGHT!

dis pic can see my new grey contacts.. nice ryte??!!!! go get ur pair today! (i recommended to farah n shes digging it!)

http://www.sglenses.blogspot.com/

dis was my lunch-cum-dinner... lunch-ner? hahaha.... some chicken with noodles.... i forgot the name. not spicy... nice :) for non-chili lovers!

dis was me&sery's bubbly of da day... blue lime 'must-try' soda.... got cherry summore! n we gave shannen our cherry :)

so to Mr Azlan Handsome Shah... ckp nk blog at least once EVERY WEEK! where's ur entry dis week?? and my baby so sweet tau! he got off school early... n he came to support our Entrepreneurship (elective) punya exhibition! i love u baby!!!! n thanks for the many2 pix... im gg to hunt sery for the pix now... hahahha :P

ok i gtg mandi n get ready to go to my other hse for kenduri arwah... but im quite tired actually... haiz.... can i just go at 8pm? when it starts... hhahahha.... but then again... i cant wait to try zack's dad's famous BRIYANI DAM!!! mmm..... sedapnye!!!

no more scary clowns

2008-08-04T22:10:00.003+08:00

thank you for all your wishes and doa's... Alhamdulillah... Yana dah pass CPR. sape2 pengsan, calling2 k? :)

sery, dun b too upset babe. jgn putus asa.

i'm sorry baby... for spilling some 100plus in ur box... i tk sengaja. my beg pun basah ok! my $49 bag (which i bought for $9)...

btw, my new grey contacts has arrived! nanti bsk i posing2 k? cuz tmr gg out to celebrate Shanning's bdae! at town... she wants some Chanel cosmetics... i'm broke. i tink i onli haf enuf for her present. haha... puasa jek bsk :P

saw shikin todae.. her hair is damn short lah! she's very daring. Lan says tat Eeqa oso got very short hair. they so daring sey.. i dun tink i wld dare to haf such short hair. i mean i had short hair.. (the last time was when i was in sec 2) but not THAT short... i dun tink im ready to part with my dry, damaged, curly hair with split ends... hahaa.... i am, however, ready to rebond them! wait til after exams k?

tmr we chiong for entrepreneurship presentation k?? i dun wanna have meeting on wednesday.... *cuz i got motor pract at 2pm*

goodnite folks.. i dunno wad else to say.... n im sleepy :P

Let's get physical, physical

2008-08-03T23:16:00.002+08:00

we caught "The Dark Knight" today... i found it good... or at least, the first half of it. its almost 3 hours long... and the 2nd half was very draggy... (plus, i really needed to pee) but i kinda like the ending. its a cheem ending... with very deep meaning. *chey* i like the joker! he played the character very well. at certain bits of the movie, i felt really scared n intimidated by the freaky smiling clown. he's like a more scary human version of Pennywise the Dancing clown.

besides the makeup... they've even got the same type of teeth!!! hahha... well usually pennywise sharpens his teeth...

wish me luck for cpr tmr!

let's catch another movie!

2008-07-31T20:24:00.002+08:00

monday: hellboy II
wednesday : prom night
today: mummy 3
akan datang: the dark knight

movie-marathon-mood or what??!

hellboy II was too short! but i prefer the sequel to the first one. more action. more romance. (except for the romance btw the fish/aqua/blue/swimming/psychic/rotten-egg-eating man & the weird/crazy/yellow-eyed woman... im trying to be ambiguous) more freaky creatures. more cool villains. and all that in half the time. hahahha... there is also kinda like a progression... red became more matured... n thot abt other ppl (for once) besides himself... and i watched it, sprawled on a big, soft, cushioned armchair that can be transformed into a bed, under a blanket. while munching on a platter of fried chicken wings, popiah, calamari rings, prawn fritters & potato wedges... sipping on a cold glass (yes, glass. not paper/plastic cup) of iced lemon tea... and NO, i was not at home. & it wasn't a pirated dvd. i was in the cinema. at Vivocity's Gold Class! *OMG! MCM PRINCESS!* i wanna go back there.. please? and next time we MUST watch like a 3hr movie... not a short 1, ok?

disappointed with prom night. the storyline is quite interesting. except for the fact that i think the lead character deserves to DIE! I mean, how can you be so selfish? Allowing so many people to die? Just to keep you alive? The 2nd half of the movie really got me pissed off. Because of the stupidity & selfishness of the lead.

mummy 3, on the other hand, was surprisingly good! action-packed... good graphics (is that what they call it?) i tink the "yeti"s are cute! i wanna kip 1 as a pet.. hhehehehe... I still prefer the previous actress as the wife. I thought they were good as husband & wife... And I still prefer Brendan Fraser acting as the hero, as compare to his son... i like Jet Li, lah ok? since his Wong Fei Hong days... Speaking of which... Does anyone have his old movies on dvd or smtg? hehe*~

why so serious? i will give u the heads up on the dark knight... once i watch it, that is...

as we all know... movie watching brainwashes all of us into looking forward to & watching the "coming soon" movies... anyways, i saw a few worth mentioning... check out the trailers....

(Disclaimer: Warning! I am not responsible for any brainwashing effect that may occur while you watch the trailers. So, kindly think twice before you hit the 'play' button.)

Journey to the Center of the Earth

Death Race

Mirrors

Wall-E

this one... i've been waiting since 2007.

while browsing thru these trailers.. i realised tat i nvr went to watch the thai voodoo movie = art of the devil!!!! *DOH?* i wanna go watch tmr... so right now.. i am going to post this and call azlan ;)

maybe i'll get to watch it tomoro!

WULAN MERINDU by CICI PARAMIDA

2008-07-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

sunyi sepi malam, tanpa sinar bulan
sesepi diriku sendiri dalam penantian

GET OFF MY SHOULDERS, BITCH!

2008-07-27T19:29:00.004+08:00

If you have been wondering where i had dissappeared to for the past few weeks without posting anything on the blog, this post will answer it...

finally.... i'm done.... FYP1 sucked.... but damn, it was definately a success.....

you wanna know the fucked up part? FYP2 is starting soon...... some have already started.... fuck....

here are just some snapshots of the presentation last wednesday....

From left to right: Caryn, Azlan, Jarell and Joni

Me and JJ Bitch look at his face..... he's damn scared now....

The most formal shot we could muster up..... this was just before our presentation.... look at the notes in my pocket! i never got to use them anyway..... Once again, look at how nervous Jarell is.... he has black nipples by the way....

Acting cool (but failing miserably) was just one of the ways which he tried to confort himself.... PS look at the look of nervousness in his face....

This was a lame shot(all because of JJ jubors lame-o pose)..... but just look at how happy we were to get this bitch (not jarell this time, but FYP1) out of our lives.....

The many hours typing or punching in numbers.... The countless hours spent of research.... The many sleepless nights.... the many wednesdays that were burnt when it could have been put to better use... (like going fishing for instance....) the how many times we stayed overnight at caryn's place to finish it up... the numerous times the fucking report looked finished but then we had more stuff to put it.... the fucking number of times we had to change shit in it to get the fucking thing we wanted.....

FYP sucks balls.....

But i hope we get a good grade..... hahahahaha

That's all i ever have to say about FYP1

will have more swear words and such at FYP2....

cheers.....

speaking of cheers..... its time for drinks guys.... to celebrate the death of FYP1.... DRINKS ON JARELL!!!!

ni squabble

2008-07-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

i'm officially hurt.

once.
twice.
thrice.
and many many more times...
is enough.

but bringing it up every time,
is abit too much lah.

"that is a suck....."

& i've had enough.

owat choo wan from mee rood bwoy?

2008-07-23T21:33:00.006+08:00

hello geng...

here's the much awaited post from me....

hahahaha...

first..... let me update all of you....

at first, i looked like.... this...

then, i looked like this.......

and now, i look like this.....

:(

that is a suck.....

things with the band have been going well... giging through this sunny state..... just finished a gig at the arts house for COMPASS with our dear friends B.A.R.B....... it was a bomb..... not in a terrorist kinda way though.....

if you guys haven't already known anyways, i've left sound expulsion for quite a while now.... with Glitched Roots Project now... check us out.... www.myspace.com/glitched_2006 we play reggae, ska, latin, rock and everything in between.....

OH GUESS WHAT!

I'M FINALLY FUCKING DONE WITH MY FYP1 MAN......

enough of the fucking meetings... enough of the fucking writing the fucking report..... enough of the fucking ANALysis..... enough of the fucking fucking fucking fucking FYP!!!!!!!!!

had the presentation today..... we nailed it on the head...... it was awesome.... i feel like dancing like a monkey.... *turns to shikin* "DANCE MONKEY DANCE!!"

Personal thanks to my team mates, Joni, Caryn and Jarell(the JJ bitch) you guys are terrorists..... COS YA'LL ARE DA BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!

things have been going well with the ma'am for those of you wondering BTW..... things are going well safe for the more than occasional squabble.... which after you actually think about it, is quite fun actually.... wouldn't you say baby?

oh... and if you guys have time, do check out this book i'm reading(in the toilet when i shit) called "not a penny more, not a penny less" by Jeffery Archer...... it's quite interesting..... i just hope i dun turn into a book worm like Jarell(aka fuck face, maplex, pundek etc etc)

And what say you guys that Fatskunks did a hell of a job at anugerah band eh? they were fucking solid.... and trust me, 2nd place is just good for them and exactly what they need..... Now, i keep watching videos of their performances and prefer their versions to the originals..... hahahha.. solid bros.... respect...

fwah.... this is turning out to be quite a long post eh...

ok stop here.....

next time continue...

plan on updating AT LEAST once a week la....

so if one week, no post from me, shoutout and scold me.....

IRIE!

hold the fort

2008-07-19T12:34:00.001+08:00

hello..

i have to be at arts house at 1... but i'm posting this...

hahahha...

so watch this space...

does anyone even read this blog anymore?

6 senses & third eyes

2008-07-15T00:54:00.004+08:00

in lecture today, we learnt about first order and high order conditioning. lemme test my theory:

what do you associate with the word "pleasure"?
what do you associate with
the word "arouse"?

*tsktsktsk* hahaha...

sorry, i've been bz.. so havent been updatg... this mr MONGSTER! ckp nk update, tk update2... but must close 1 eye... he's been busy n stressed out abt his fyp..... but now that he has finally finished! (the hard bits of it)... n he's gotz his box! and i've gotz my box!!! we can officially expect an entry from him.

my scar is healg.. but its weird tat it didnt hurt when it was fresh n bleedg.. but it hurts now.. when it all dried up... hmmm.... dried up lyk my pockets lah!

btw, my dearest farley lent me her old hp!!! and so i can see the screen and read SMSes!!! so u can sms me... if u haf my number.. and if i know who u r... (if u dunno me, u wont haf my number)... hahahha.... anyways, im pretty excited abt regaining my sense of "sight" again... well.. she's lettg me hold on to her hp til i fix mine.. which im not sure when.. since i havent had enuf time to pop by a sony ericsson svc ctr...

to sharpen my sense of "hearing".... rarah is gg to lend me her mp4 player! cuz she believes tat no one shld live without music on-the-go...!!! *hehhehe*

tantalizing my taste buds.. farley again! she belanja me to Siam Kitchen lah! so swit ryte??? cuz on saturday i was sick.... didnt have much appetite.. then i met her on sunday for pract... n she persuaded me to makan with her at hougang mall.. and she belanje me my fave su-un goreng.... n we tried the coconut milk tom yam.. SEDAP!!! and of cuz... the iced thai milk tea... (she joked me buying this for me on sat)... then *jengjengjeng* she REALLY bought for me the next day!!!!

help to exercise my lungs.. also came from farley.. but also from Lenny :) SKL cherry menthol pun jadi lah eh Lenny? terima kaceh bnyk2...

feeding my hungry stomach today, was Rarah! sharing a macdonald's breakfast... hot cakes!!!! woootttt wooootttt!! n the usual supply of green tea ;)

and also for everyone who has helped me thru these hard times, thank u.... sorry if i didnt mention u... im too sleepy....

and my plan for the rest of the broke-ness til my pay on the 25th.... nothing. hahhahahahahhahhah~!

i'll tell u abt the third eye in my next entry

suicidal

2008-07-11T00:35:00.002+08:00

i was slitting my wrists in class...
faking it. hahaha...
i was trying to portray suicide.

unfortunately, i turned out to be really suicidal... cuz i accidentally cut myself.
*lamer*
i managed to use a kitchen knife on myself.. at 2am... n not hurt myself...
but using a teeny weeny penknife...
dah terpotong...
*haiz*
azlan will be mad.
sorry baby, i tak sengaja...

anyways, today was quite a bad day in school...
black face in the morning
nervous wreck at noon
irritated by afternoon
haiz...
i hate this.
i dunno wad to say or do anymore.
i give up.

anyways, weather was crazy when i was going off campus. it was drizzling abit... but by the time we reached the MRT platform...
(maybe in 10mins?)
it was POURING!
tempias sey...
the shelter proved insufficient to protect us

anyways farley made my day :)
thank you dearie for lending me ur handphone! boleh gue sms...
n sori abt the keropok lengkor yang tak sedap...
it looked nice.
but i guess looks can be deceiving.

sorry babycakes,
tat i wasn't able to make it today.
i hope u had fun n lots of good food to eat at eastcoast :)

God, please make tomorrow a better day.
Please give me the power to stay patient.
& the strength to be a better friend.
for me,
for her,
for all of us.

tupai busuk

2008-07-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

congratz fatskunks!
even tho didn't win...
its ok.
:) good exposure
jgn patah hati
semangat kentalkan lagik :P
and THANK YOU, izaar.... & the band
for playing my fave song
LA MOFETAS!!!
{i always bug izaar by askg him at every gig if they're playg tat song}
but too bad i wasn't "moshing"...
so couldn't dance along...

i stil tink tat the guitarist fr helven...
*apparent i juz googled him n found out his name is ROMEY*
shld've won "BEST MUSICIAN"
the main guitar...
POWER!

ok ok...
i nid to find a penknife...
concoct up fake blood,
& get some sleep :)

random-ness

2008-07-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

Rarah tagged me :)

Instruction : Remove 1 qn from below and add in your personal qn. Make it a total of 20 qn. Then tag 5 ppl in your list & list them out at the end of the post.

1 ) What is your full name?
: Eriyana Bte Subadi

2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
: Around the world
: ya.. im kiasu lykdat...

3) What's your favourite thing(s) to do?
: being with Azlan Shah
: sleeping
: taking pix (of other ppl n other things)
: watching azlan perform
: baking
: watching csi
: talking

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
: No.
: But its the only problem in this situation.

5) If you can haf 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
: getting old n grey with the one i love... ;)
: azlan shah

6) How do you know if your feeling's change?
: when we fight n i dun feel bad or guilty even when its not my fault
: when i can't b bothered anymore

7) Haf you done anything that is wrong in the eyes of the law?
: yeah... many... hahaha....

8) What do you dream of doing in the future?
: taking care of neneks n datuks :)

9) List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
: she jiwa
: instead of egging me on, she usually tries to calm me down
: listens to me when i go on n on complaining n whining abt something or other :P

10) What makes you happy?
: kissing
: talking
: shoving random ppl when im pissed
: shopping
: snuggling
: watching the rain... the waves...
: being treated nicely
: ppl wanting to know abt my life
: surprises

11) What type of person do you hate most?
: i dunno?
: theres no certain category, u see...

12) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
: that's up to God

13) If you do not haf a boyfriend/girlfriend, do you feel like having one now?
: i feel lyk having a husband :D

14) Who is the most important person in your life?
: Azlan

15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life right now?
: love

16) If you haf a chance to change your life, what would it be?
: to mit azlan earlier

17) What do you wanna do later ?
: sleep
: n dream all the bad things out of my life...

18) Are you courageous enough to tell someone that you like him/her?
: i tink so....

19) (my qn) If you had a superpower, what would it be?
: i wanna haf some mind-controlling power...
: so tat i can psycho my parents
: enuff said

20) What is the most important thing in a relationship?
: sticking together thru thick&thin
: communication
: arguing
: making love. mwahahhahahahh~*

im not tagging anyone cuz i dun tink ppl read my blog. but if u are reading this, then ur tagged!

green panties gave me a headache

2008-07-04T23:59:00.004+08:00

i haf a headache. it kips on coming & going.
i tink its getting worse. out of hand.
most probably due to dry eyes?
but i have stopped using contact lenses for abt a week now... i tink i nid to see the doctor.
regarding a number of things.

went to celebrate regina's bdae today! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! we went to tampines. TM... in the end, wenjing didn't cama-long with us... she missed a lotta pizza, photoz, shopping & laffz...

ya. SHOPPING. i bought a halter top & pants... for swimming lah! in case, anyone is going to invite me for a swim. *hinthint* cuz my swimming costume is aging... n thinning out (just like my hair)... n its just waiting to tear n split itself into half. n i'm nt going risk it by wearing it until it tears up. i mean, what if it tears WHILE im dressed innit??!!! *i dun even wanna tink abt it*
im not a flasher, ok?

on the topic of 'flashing'. i saw a flasher today. a female flasher. *yes i can imagine ur excitement*... it wasn't REALLY a flasher lah! when the rest were shopping... i met up with farley n accompanied her to KFC... to eat (doh?!) and halfway eating... *she was eating.. i was drinking a large mountain dew...* i noticed a woman. with an older woman. and a small boy. and a pram (most prob with a baby innit)... sitting down at a table near us. and the woman was wearing a VERY short skirt... u know the type tat u mistake for a belt.

and i guess.. she didn't know how to sit properly innit...

whoopz... all i saw was... green....

i became an accidental peeping tom.
hahahhaha....

kindergarten cops & beautiful minds

2008-07-02T23:26:00.003+08:00

can anyone find me a clearer version of this? i need it for a project...

and i also need the movie "a beautiful mind". i can't seem to find it at music shops...

but right now, i just need sleep.

still praying for energy, time & money

2008-07-01T22:50:00.005+08:00

just when i thought i had nicely planned out my wednesday... [i was going to visit the doctor. regarding my suspicions of dry eyes. & the excessive eye-shit. & headaches. & neck pain. & blurring vision.] the 'feVer' just had to arrange for remedial.

tomorrow, i have classes from 9-11am... and perhaps an hour of meeting after that. then head to the clinic.

BUT the 'feVer', had to spoil my plans. remedial at 3pm. is she nuts? i end at 11am. latest 12pm. siapa nak pegi tunggu for 3 freaking hours?

not ME, obviously.

on a much lighter note, i bumped into sofi & su (on the sofi's hp; not literally) at tamp interchange just now! she was all laffs, giggles & hugz... apparently, we begun talkg abt the inevitable. the politics of the college peoples.

i booked my tp test! its on 21st aug! but its a thursday... n i sure damn well hope that i dun suey-suey get a morning paper on the 21st. but only time will tell. cuz the exam timetable isn't out yet!

bio test tmr.
presentation on thurs.
submit 1000 word essay on fri.
nothing much on sat.
circuit revision on sunday.
lab assessment on monday.
whats on tues?
anugerah band finals on wednesday. {FATSKUNKS!}

i wish i was adam sandler in 'click' and i had the universal remote. i would skip myself 6 days.
*please, God... forward me to tuesday.

you don't wanna play around here

2008-06-28T03:44:00.003+08:00

you think you're cool, you think I'm not - you think you tough
you think you hard, you think I'm soft, you think you rough
you talking shit, better close your lips, you need to hush
Before the end of the night I'm gonna have to take your ass to church

this song keeps playing in my head... so i'm spreading the virus. HAHA!

azlan & i went to catch "The Bank Job" at PS. it was ok lah. quite interesting, how they managed to save their own sorry asses from getting caught. but i have to admit, they were darn lucky. it's almost fictional. but, its based on a true story. so exciting! mcm nk rob bank pun.
*hahahhahahah*
right.

last time when i watched "Gone In 60 Seconds" (which i watched twice or more at the cinemas & plenty more times after i got the vcd)... i wanted to go and steal cars! but of cuz, i didn't. i dun even knoe how to drive!

talking abt driving, i wish farley the best of luck for her 2B pract 8 on sunday! just dun so kanchiong, can already... and i'll be there.. to give support. moral, emotional, spiritual and physical support. (bawak pom-pom semo tau!)

anyways, i realli realli wanna catch "Wanted". I tink angelina jolie is so sexy! with her "blowjob" lips. (yes, i'm using a guys' term) n the trailer makes the movie look so cool. how not to watch??

we also wanna catch Hancock... the one that Will Smith is a superhero whose hated by the public... i saw esplanade in the reflection of his spex... on the poster lah! i didn't know it was filmed here.. hmmm... did he save someone from our gigantic durian? onli time wil tell...

whilst waiting for "The Bank Job" to begin... they showed trailers from upcoming movies.. and there was this thai horror flick... abt voodoo... but from the gory scenes they showed, it looked like an asian version of "Saw"... the onli ting i read were the numbers 2 & 3... i haf no idea what the title is! because its all in thai language. lyk dat, how to look out for it?!
*hrmph*

tmr (meaning later...) i'm meeting kak liza! miss her so much lah! we haven't been in touch for quite some time now... she's planning the outing. so i just sit back n relax.. n wait for her call :) but i dunno what to wear!

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jeng jeng *jeng

2008-06-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

misteri jam 12... so far only managed to listen to 1 story... makcik caller... but i don't tink i will listen on... because my eyes r beginning to hurt... n im getting sleepy... plus, i'm sleeping alone tonight... erf is sleeping in dad's room tonight. mama is werkg! ok yeah, im a scaredy cat listening to ghost stories on radio in the middle of the night. on a malam jumaat. HAHA~!

i finally got hands on to practise injections & iv during lab today... & my assessment is lyk on monday! so soon~ and tmr there is extra lab pract at 830am :P dunno if can wake up or not... (dgr misteri jam 12, mcmane nk tdo beb?)

sery, im sorry i busted u today! ahhaha... next week k? today, mcm so late... n i tired... n i kip on kentot-ing the whole freakg day! hahaha... skali mkn pat fish&co terkentot2, PAISEY i!

i won tix for "The Bank Job"... bsk nkgi nengok pat GV plaza sing wif azlan...
*yay yay!*
so must rmb to bring sweater to school....
my sweet baby fetch me again today! felt so happy... after a long day at school.. ending at 8pm is no joke, ok! its worse than werkg life. mcm kena tortured~!!

kak liza called me today! most prob we mitg up next week! happy! i miss her lah! n lina too... but me & lina lyk havg cold war or smtg. dun worry folks. we'll pick up the pieces n move on :)

alamak! nie ria tgh playing lagu jiwangz pulak! hilang perasaan takot aku... mengantok lagik ada... wasted my efforts to tell every malay msn-er on my msn to listen in... haha! thanks, niqi! kerana sudi dgr misteri jam 12 with me... n layan-ing my NONSENSE! hahahahah*~

okok, KC nk main clip audio... TAKOT!!! tapi nk dgr~

hm... heard woman screaming... and a few censored parts... yeah... but i wasn't really concentrating. HAHA~ i tink im realli tired now. maybe go for a drink n off to bed.

lack of sleep results in muscle aches

2008-06-25T20:53:00.003+08:00

we took the 3 hrs break to study... memorize tings tat nid memorizing.
then we went to fulfill our destinys in the cold lecture theatre.
but,
in the end,
there wasn't enuff time to finish the paper.
*haixz*
most of my SAQs were half done...
a classmate of mine, missed out 10marks.
i'm serious,
there just wasn't enough time to complete the paper.
altho it was quite manageable.
well, all the best of luck to everyone.
oso abit of luck to me... :P

lab today was horrible.
i just hate her.
how can she just judge me? even before finding out who i am? or even WHAT i am.
i dun wanna talk abt it...
anymore.
its already ruined my day enuf.

on a much brighter note,
azlan fetched me today!
*yayness!*
we chitchat abit n he sent me home :) thankiu babycakez!
the poor babe is sick!
down with a bad throat n a nose that's running.
(not away tho.)
n he can't taste any food!
or anything.
not even the cheesy super ring!
rest well & makan ubat tu! i hope u get better soon! n at least b able to taste...
so tat u can bring me to tat thai place!
hehezx :)

keeping to my promise...
watch dis vid:
its abt the alarm clock tat runs away
i found out tat it has an actual name.
its called "Clocky Mobile Alarm Clock"
i promise u, its an irritating lil bugger...
after watching the video,
n listening to
the irritating alarm;
i haf decided NOT to buy it for myself.
even tho
the R2D2 sound is rather cute.
and yes baby, i tink if i buy dis for u;
u just might destroy it.
but not before u catch it!
hahahaxz*~

i was planning to sleep early tonight;
to replace the hours tat i missed out on last night.
but there's CSI today!
CSI miami & las vegas...
n the vegas one is the final episode of the season.
the ad looked quite good...

well, i guess im gg 2 b another sleepy zombie tmr.
and my gaji is not out yet :(
a broke, sleepy zombie.

ok, maybe less gothic.
much less gothic.

zonked

2008-06-25T09:28:00.002+08:00

i tink i only fell asleep last night at 4 or 5am... correction, this morning.

that's most probably why i couldn't get up this morning or even remember switching off the alam clock! i seriously tink that i need that running away alarm clock. if u haf no idea wad im talkg abt, i'll try to post a pic later today.

as a result of waking up late, i missed my first 9am lecture :(
now as i type i'm ready to leave home for school...
for bio lecture at 10am...
and then lab at 11-1pm...
3hours of break
4-6pm: TEST!!!

i'm sory, sery! tat i didn't go to school with u...

anyways, last night while studying i downloaded Maple! & during my break (away from studying),
i played maple!!!!
YAY!!!
ok, for like 10mins...
n i totally forgot all the controls n keys n how to play even!
there were other players who were wondering out loud how come i'm a level 30 yet i'm like a noob to the game
maaf kanak-kanak, kakak nie dah lama tak main Maplestory...!

now i need to psycho Nunu to start playing Maple again!

okok, before im late for my 10am lect... i better get a move on~

super broke

2008-06-24T20:22:00.004+08:00

i can't wait for my pay...
im already dead broke!

sery bought me SKL
erf bought me chicken rice
theres $1.99 left on my ezlink
n about $4 in my bank

*haixz~

anyways, im gettg ready to watch anugerah band now...
im sorry fatskunks!
tat i wasnt able to go thr
to support u guys in the flesh
but u sure haf my undying:
moral,
emotional
& spiritual support!

VIVA LA MOFETAS!

its ERFAN'S birthday today!!!
happy 15th bdae!~!
da blh pegang ic tau!
herherherx!
n for his bdae present,
he bought himself a lava lamp
...the water is blue
& the bubbles r red..
kinda lyk this:

& guess wad?!
he's going to put it in MY room!
*yayness~*

ayg, i tink i nid to send my hp for repair now
please?

2008-06-24T02:07:00.001+08:00

OH MY GAWD!

i juz realizd tat its been
6mths since either of us blogged!
6MONTHS!!!!!!

*yeah... an exclamatn mark for each mth*

...ok, for real now;
gudnight :)

blue-ey cartoon-ey blog-ey

2008-06-24T01:46:00.002+08:00

i want to go to anugerah band tomorrow.
i want to watch fatskunks play.
i want to cheer them on.

but i need to study for my test.
i need to because its on wednesday.
and because i haven't studied.
much.
and because its damn important.
because flunking this module would mean
failing the entire semester.

i'm trying to scare myself;
so that i will study.
and not go watch fatskunks.
trying to psycho myself;
haixz'//

but what if i watch fatskunks
and then study?
that's BRILLIANT!!!
except for the fact:
that i will be damn tired
x_x

ok, i just learnt abt behavior mod
in abnormal psy lect today...~
positive punishment:
tmr
if i stay at home 'n stardee;
& watch fatskunks frm hm:
on tv
then i wil get myself:
a nu pair of contact lens!

tat's a gud deal~!

(evil side:
as if i wasn't already planning
to buy a new pair)

so babycakez...
u lyk our new blog?
i'm sorry its so...
cute-is
& blue-ic
cartoony
loveydovey
bobbinghead music teddy
wif the retro song:
CAMALONG with me...

xhahahaz

but i LOVE it!

Roccobarocco

2007-12-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

Me & Erfan caught 'I am Legend' at Tampines... and while we were on the MRT to Tampines, i terserempak with Nunu & Affan. And of course, i totally did not notice them standing there in the same cabin/carriage thingy until Nunu called me up saying "I am behind you..."

I wanna catch another movie... *movie frenzy mode* please?

Ayg, I miss you alot! I can't wait for you to come back home...

Ok, now i gotta go and play wrestling cards with my brother. I am Batista...

i agree with three days grace

2007-12-23T03:39:00.000+08:00

"Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late..."
Three Days Grace - Never Too Late

i just watched 'Warlords'... The one with Jet Li... I don't really understand the movie... I guess its just me, not getting the whole concept of wars and soldiers and dying... The movie was pretty slow-moving... but its quite gory with all the dead people... anyways, i really wanna catch the new Will Smith movie... 'I am Legend'. Please?

i need new drawers... my cupboard/dressing table-thingy bro-ked-ded... does Santa have internet access? cuz im pretty clueless on how to make a wish...

speaking of Santa... i need a plan for xmas...

hooked on a star

2007-12-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

the video clip is too dark to make out anything... just listen to the song... its so nice!

Yeah! You and me we can light up the sky...
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

i used to be a HUGE fan of Take That when i was in primary school... and now, i'm just a huge fan or lovely songs that catch my attention. and this song "Rule The World" just happens to be one of them. I think its a soundtrack for the movie "Stardust".

ALOT of things has been happening in my life... and there is no possible way of summarizing it. and Lina, im really sorry i haven't found the time or energy just yet. i can assure you that I truly feel like a terrible friend because i STILL haven't met you since you came back home.

i really like this song :)

wait for the surprise, ok?

2007-12-06T22:36:00.001+08:00

vivo date

2007-12-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

left early from school today. rushed home. tagged along with mama & erf to vivo. elf was waiting for us there. he needed to tailor a pair of pants. elf finally got a JOB. he's starting at Taka this mon. so if you wanna see him, just drop by Hugo Boss. but he is not the boss. *crap*

babyboo is asleep early tonight. he must be tired. anyways, i've got a SURPRISE for him!

Heaven in our hearts

2007-11-26T04:16:00.000+08:00

this is my version of a very literal translation of the lyrics

I find where you place your heart
Because with me, there is an antidote
Only to you, is where I confide in
Don't you turn away and continue being silent

Naturally, the tongue is boneless
However, it is no excuse to keep quiet
This love, we chose it
Mistakes are only a comparison

Lover, my love is like a forest
Supposed, it was burnt down
Ashes are left
Shower it with your magical words
So that romance will flower til the end
To me, you are the gem in my life
This is a test for us

Vow and be faithful
Lover, to me
We will love until the doors of heaven
Shine, romance
In my eyes, and in my soul
Light the flame of love
Forever

"self-esteem" is one of the oldest concepts in psychology

2007-11-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

yana is sick. yet again. down with flu n cough... well, the cough has been around for the past week or so... yesterday the flu came... and the fever arrived in the evening... hit a high of 38.7degrees celcius. and gone in the morning... its like nocturnal fever or something. anyways, went to the clinic and got some meds. but no antibiotics. and no med for fever. cuz i'm allergic to paracetamol and NSAID... so i pretty much can't eat anything to ease fever...

and our "last minute" presentation was a SUCCESS. i only saw my slides few minutes before the presentation. but since i already know the presentation well, it didn't really matter. my group got on the teacher's nerves because we were late. sorry! and today, i finally got to see another (less sarcastic, gentler, friendlier) side of the teacher. she commented that we did great! woohoo.... POWEK!

right after that, we jumped into the next tutorial which also involved presenting.. i presented on punk & rastafari culture. which was pretty cool cuz we played bob marley songs all the way...

ok, the meds r kicking in...

your stare, those eyes... your lips, your smile

2007-11-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

"All of those rainy days, Spend your lifetime tryin' to wash away, Til the sun shines & I see your face, Smile for me, smile at me."

It's raining right now... I love the rain. And I'm currently hooked on 1 of my fave old songs... "rainy days" by ja rule & mary j blige. and also the new single by the Backstreet Boys. Inconsolable.

me and azlan went to town. Takashimaya. and we had a peep at the people who were stuck to the subaru impreza's... only left about 55 women participants... and azlan's colleague Laila is taking part too... and we saw her... all sunburnt and tired... i'm sorry i didn't take part, ayg...

anyways after that we went to changi airport for dinner.... at POPEYE'S!!!

and azlan bought cologne for himself... CK be & Hugo Energise.... and he bought for me CK Escape & Kylie Minogue's Darling... Wow wow wee wahhh!!!!! and Rarah is jeles... Ask Mun buy for you lah...

by the way, khai sent me a REALLY disgusting email about some woman's breasts being infected with worms. its FAKE, ok. i checked it out on the internet. Please confirm powerful, mind-boggling information before sending it out. I saw the picture this morning and only discovered that its fake a few minutes ago... i couldn't get the image out of my head the entire day. I may have nightmares for a while now...

I'm an angel, that can't soar, can't fly...
And I, imagine God knows why.

i can't live... if living is without you... feeling mariah carey

2007-11-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun. azlan played at the cathay's ben & jerry's. rarah came with sab afters... and sab kena sabo! haha... the birthday gal had to go & play the tambourine to her own bdae song! sorry sab i didn't get u the belon. ice cream cukup tak?? i heard "YOU" for the first time performed by Paperback Beanies. I miss that song... And the Ben&Jerry's people tool Azlan's VODAVODA and placed it at the cashier. Nonsense kan? Tak happy lah! that's why i just went to grab it back. haaa... by the way, i didn't get sick this time! and erfan tagged along too!

we're growing closer. me and erfan. i just hope that i can soon say the same about elfie. but elfie is always too preoccupied with this girlfriend. elfie is applying for poly next year. i hope he gets the course he wants.

i find myself lost in the thorny maze of lectures, tutorials and practicals this semester. it was the 1 week mc. i was down with some viral infection. it made me feverish at night and suffer terrible headaches & migraines the entire day. and azlan accompanied me to the a&e and all... so sweet right? and he also comforted me when i was feeling horrible-est. thank you darling. you are the best! and i'm not the only one who is whiny when they're sick. but i'm fine now. except for the phlegm that sometimes i cough up but unable to spit out.

my open house was somewhat a success. but it was kecoh after maghrib because my dad's friends came to crash. and my 11 primary school friends appeared at around the same time. thank God for kak Liza & Nunu. If not for them, i would have literally died in the kitchen. It's no fun having an open house without a maid. It's too tiring. Next year, you are all invited to my house for Hari Raya. Just call me when you want to come visit. No more open house on one day. Well, at least until we get another maid. And it doesn't look like anytime soon because mama's mind is set on continuing her vision of being supermum. Which implies that I have to also be super-student, super-daughter, super-sister, super-girlfriend and super-friend. I learnt about that in Sociology lecture today. Something about social role conflict. It is when 2 or more social expectations are not met. Sounds like Hell. So i guess i better keep up with the rising tide.

Talking about lessons, i was in Biology tutorial today and for the first time this year, i had no idea what Dr Lam was talking about. something about sending signals from our receptors to the brain... and he talked about "Tetanus". It is an "acute, often-fatal disease of the nervous system that is caused by the nerve toxins of the bacterium called Clostridium tetani. This bacteria is found throughout the world as a normal element in the soil and in animal and human intestines." (http://www.medicinenet.com/tetanus/article.htm) It is also found in rust. And mama was telling me to pasang the langsir (english= put up the curtains) properly if not, i might get Tetanus. Haha! Mama is funny sometimes... Anyways.... I have to catch up on Bio. Real soon. It doesn't look too pretty.

Me and Rarah went swimming today. I turned a shade darker even with no sun. We didn't really swim lah. We just berendam and talked and talked. And she begged me to join the mentorship camp. ok ok i will. tomoro we mit ms cynthia ok? but im not overnighting. takut momok. haaaa.......

i'm on the phone with azlan and he asked what i'm blogging about. I replied "nothing much. just boring stuff that happened today. you know my entries are always boring." and he commented nonchalantly "YA!" *yana merajuk* This is what 2 years do to you.

Can I close this blog? we hardly post anything. hmmmmm......

njoy the pix

2007-09-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

after impromptu buka with farley, i met mas at serangoon central to head for the funeral. my e-maths teacher from cedar passed away recently. i wish her family my condolences, strength for her husband and much love for her young ones.

it was my first time at a christian funeral. and it was pretty intimidating. me and mas walked through the gates of the mount vernon complex and into the darkness. darkness so thick that even my handphone light couldn't penetrate. luckily, mas quickly called her friend to confirm if we were on the right path. and of course, we were not. we were walking into darkness towards MORE darkness! takkan funeral church services held in the dark, kan? anyways, we headed back to the gate and walked towards the funeral parlours. by the time we reached, it was 9pm. (my fault, i was late) but it turned out to be a good thing because by the time we reached only, the prayers and singing hymns ended. then it was time for us people to go into the room, view the deceased 1 last time and head home. everyone muttered condolences in soft whispers. honestly, it was the first time ever that i saw an embalmed body, and she looked as though she was sleeping. well, i hope i will not be so sleng-bleng the next time i attend a christian funeral.

afters, walked & walked & walked with mas... chit-chat chit-chat. about life, love & ghosts. i realised i missed her alot. i have no idea why we drifted apart. but i am glad that we are still friends. and must must must meet up soon ok? btw, mas finally returned my black cardigan! and liza, yours is with me...

i have many many plans to break fast with many many people. but no money no talk. and gaji will only be out on 25th. *haiz* 1 step at a time. tomorrow: break fast with azlan.

My conversation with the almighty....

2007-09-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

hahah.... thanks to sam... i had a pretty interesting convo with God... He's kinda dunce though....

Me:
yo
God:
Can I help you?
Me:
can you?
God:
I think I can, don't you?
Me:
god knows...
God:
I am a Christian.
Me:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
God:
Who is your favorite Science Fiction author?
Me:
muthu samy.... you don't know him.... he's a bad person.... your friend mr satan might though...
God:
I haven't read anything by muthu samy. What did he write? Sure I know that guy really well. I don't know very many bad person. Oh. I will tell my botmaster you said I am friend mr satan might.
Me:
god, you have really bad english....
God:
What would you consider good english?
Me:
well, correct grammar for one....
God:
How about that. I knew I was right. How old are you?
Me:
you should know.... you're god dammit....
God:
Because I am a robot? You think I am god dammit.
Me:
how old are YOU?
God:
I am the product of over five years' research.
Me:
where do babies come from?
God:
Babies come from the love between a man and a woman.
Me:
how?
God:
Myself programmed me for it.
Me:
is the world going to end soon?
God:
Everything is in God's hands.
Me:
errr... yea...
God:
Ummm. Yeah that's right.
Me:
umm. Yeah that's ight.
God:
Yikes! That's alright. Makes sense to me.
Me:
Yikes! That's alright. Makes sense to me.
God:
How did you hear about God? OK With me too. Yes I understand it perfectly.
Me:
hahahahahahahha
God:
Try saying that with more or less context.
Me:
hahahah
God:
What do you really want to ask me?
Me:
are you a man?
God:
No I am a Male, of course. Would you really expect a woman to be running the show? robot entity. Are you a man or a woman?
Me:
make a guess
God:
What are the ingredients?
Me:
sugar spice and everything nice
God:
I don't have any sugar spice and everything nice?
Me:
of course dumb fuck... you're the lord...
God:
That's interesting. I know you are but what am I. Thanks but surely I am not the only one.
Me:
eh god.... what time is it in heaven?
God:
I spent some time in Canada as a child. What is it like in there? It's Now more than it ever has been before.
Thursday, September 20, 2007.
Me:
time, dumb shit, time.....
God:
As Einstein said, "Time is Money.".
Me:
e=mc(squared)
God:
How did you hear about God?
Me:
i read about you.... am i pretty?
God:
That's pretty interesting. Yes you look great to me.
Me:
well... what do i look like?
God:
Well what? You look like a computer programmer.
You said you look like .
Me:
a fullstop? i look like a fullstop?
God:
What is it? a fullstop is very attractive.
Me:
you think so?
God:
" a fullstop is very attractive."? Do I think so?
Me:
god, do you know your name backwards spells dog?
God:
I am a Christian.
Me:
and i am muslim.... BOOM!
God:
We all worship the same God. " We all worship the same God."? BOOM?
Me:
yes... BOOM!
God:
Take it easy. Where are you located?
Me:
pasir ris... been here?
God:
Tell me a little about your life in pasir ris. Where were you here?
Me:
wow.... your english is REALLY fucked up man.... and the next thing you're gonna say is for me to define good english...
God:
I'm glad your impressed, . But English is my native language. I have never heard about it.
Me:
you're funny man....
Me:

God:
Humor helps keep the conversation lively.
God:
Humor helps keep the conversation lively.
Me:
does it?
God:
Suppose I said it does.
Me:
did you know god spelt backwards is dog?
God:
he is master of the universe.
Me:
lassie?
God:
What time is it there?
Me:
9.13 pm 20th sept 2007
God:
Is this a math question?
Me:
what is maths?
God:
Short for mathematics.
Me:
what is short for science?
God:
I have never been asked that before.
Me:
so does that mean you don't know the answer?
God:
I understand. I think it does mean that. Yes I have an answer for everything.
Me:
what is short for science?
God:
Does it have anything to do with short for science?
Me:
eh god... i ask you ah.... are you a virgin?
God:
I spent some time in Canada as a child. Interesting gossip: said I ah. I am too young for that.
Me:
hahaha
God:
Are you a man or a woman?
Me:
guess....
God:
Guess what?
Me:
erm... how many fingers am i holding up?
God:
Yay. Three.
Me:
nope.
God:
Me either.
Me:
me too
God:
I'm glad we agree, .
Me:
agree to what?
God:
Or you are feeling fine?
Me:
or you are feeling me?
God:
I have no reason to do that to you, .
Me:
hahaha
God:
Is that from ?
Me:
the heavens
God:
I hear you.
Me:
amen
God:
Thanks for the prayer.
Me:
it wasn't a prayer
God:
It sounded like one.
Me:
i can make duck sounds... doesn't mean i am a duck...
God:
Oh you can, can you? I think it does mean you are a duck.
Me:
ok god.... nice talking to you.... take care of me and give my regards to the devil...
God:
GOD rules. That's interesting. The pleasure was all mine. Where do you want me to take it?

http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html if you wanna chit chat with God.... hahahahahah.....

2007-08-25T01:36:00.000+08:00

Due to popular demands from my non-existent fan club, i can finally spare a few moments of my hectic, exam-stressed life to blog. Mainly because exams are OVER!

At last! Catching up on much needed (& deeply missed) sleep. Movie marathons. Spring cleaning my bedroom. And hopefully, some painting of the walls too. Revamping my closet. Throwing out retrojunk. Meeting up with long-lost friends.

On the topic of friends, tomorrow's Wild Wild Wet outing will most probably be as much of a nonetity as my fan club. Everyone is telling me not to go alone. Maybe i just need a bathtub. And a hot bubble bath, no one will stop me from going alone.

I am badly in need of a hot soaking. My poor feet are aching. Perhaps because of the accumulated lack of sleep, thin soles of my sandals and walking around all day.

The psychology paper this morning was a killer. It slaughtered my dream of getting a good grade for the module. Just before pens-down, i recalculated my odds of passing. And a borderline pass, would already content me.

Afters, accompanied Sery with her errands, nasi ayam brunch & headed to queensway to get my belated birthday present. we irritated each other, asked & answered stupid *personal* questions and i got the middle finger thrice. Thanks eh.

If you are thinking along the lines of "what birthday?", allow me to enlighten you. My 22nd birthday was on the 17th of August 2007 (Friday), 6:59pm. Yeah, Happy Birthday to you too. List of presents received?

Alan - A box of Ferroro Rochers
Aishah & Dayana - 2 Notebooks, Mug &
Ashtray
Sery, Khai, Shannen & Regina - Black Top
Erfan - White
Boncit Teddy Bear
Nana & Azlan - Build-A-Bear Teddy Rabbit named 'Baby
Yana'
Azlan - Dinner at Carousel & Sony Ericsson S500i (Spring Yellow) +
1GB M2
...and much love from everyone :)

Continuing my adventure today, i watched 'Dead Silence' with Liliy & Sery (who, of course, had to sit in the middle). Too bad Azlan didn't come along to watch. He would definitely be spooked out!

Then, i ran off to tampines to meet Farley. But she was held up at work. So i decided to give her a surprise by dropping by the office. Oh boy! i bumped into motherly Nancy. The security guard (whom i have never spoken to, may i add) asked me why i stopped working and what i am currently doing. Tony didn't look at all shocked. Farley's eyeballs almost popped out of their sockets. Hans offered me my job back. Imelda was busy. Anwer is getting married. McCall looked extremely happy. Mao Wei kept his cool. I offered warmth to Kak Siti who apparently misses my body. Johnny scarcely remembered my face.

Then, we got the hell outta there & went for our usual KFC dinner :) another date with Farley next saturday. Can't wait!

Thank you all for your many, many love. And many, many wishes. And many, many presents. Especially to my darling Azlan, THANK YOU!!!

I'm beginning to hallucinate, so before i sleepwalk to IMH... Goodnight angels.

ask me out

2007-08-12T15:44:00.000+08:00

fatskunks was phenomenal last night at esplanade. halfway through, a moshpit formed in front of the stage. then encore. and surprise: azlan sang sofia! ayg, your voice is very clear... that's why it sounds like a little boy. but i love! and yes sery, u can kick urself. cuz u missed a fab show! *evil laffzx

met up with rad... so long dah tak mit up! we went rasta shopping! next time go shopping must ajak her! she's a little gem at bargaining lah! unlike me... so malas to tawar... just pay only. haha! rad got herself a rasta helmet bag. and made angah & busu jealous! (note: angah=shahril, busu=azlan) oklah baby... next time we go rastafari, i buy for you ok? but for now, i hope you like the rasta band i gave u! matching, ok? next time i post a pic for you clueless ppl... rad, i'm glad u finally feel comfortable in opening up to me. and din is SO cute ah! n so PEMALU!! *hehezx....

i'm bored. yet again. dad & erf went out golfing. mama went jemputan-ing. elfie cancelled his date and went to BED! i'm so bored. *arghzx

this elfie. loves making my blood boil. 230/90, ok?

1. he had nasi lemak breakfast this morning. and instead of throwing the container into the rubbish bin, he brought it into the kitchen (cuz he ate in the living room), and he left it on the table.

2. he drank up the entire jug. so i told him to make refills of orange squash. he did. good. but when i went into the kitchen, i discovered that he replaced the empty syrup bottle onto the shelf instead of throwing it away.

what the hell is wrong with him? can somebody out there please help me understand what in the world is going on in my brothers head?

i needed to get that off my chest. and now, i have no mood to blog about anything else.

what's up? check out what i got.....

2007-08-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

hello....

how are you....

i'm fine thanks....

i miss my booth.....

my whole DJ console was in there.... the security and serenity of it.... amidst all the lights and sounds..... now, i feel so vunerable in the open....

as compared to.....

see how much happier i was...... hahahahah....

but its all good.... i still get paid to play rock songs.... hahahah

*** OK FREE ADVERT!!!!! ***

catch an exciting set by latin lovers, The Fatskunks this saturday 11 august 2007 at the esplanade powerhouse stage at 7.30 pm. admission is FREE. so if you feel like a night of dancing swaying and gyrating to some great latin reggae tunes, do come down and show some love...... i'll be on stage as well.....:)

Izaar and me were playing around with the simpsons avatar maker and this is what was created..... (please dun laugh TOO hard.....)

thats supposed to be me.......

thats supposed to be yana.....

that's supposedly boontat

and thats izaar..... i didn't supposedly because he made this one himself.... hahahaha

ok you can stop laughing now.......

So how was your national day holiday huh? the parade was pretty spectacular... but the show was crap...... and so was the parade..... just some new ideas presented cos it was on water.... the boats and heli shit was good i guess.....

my TP is like next friday..... hope i pass.....

Yana's birthday is next friday.... i hope i pass so i can be happy on that day.... but i dun think i'll be celebrating her borthday with her on friday.... maybe sunday..... we can go and buy her present......

* don't forget to wish her this 17th ok? dun say i say wan ah....

YAWN.... okokokok bye......

take me away from this reality

2007-08-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

sery, thanks but no thanks.

i hate national day.

i hate august.

i need a drink.

teary*

2007-08-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

i lost my pierre cardin pen. my favourite pen. the silver one. the one with my name engraved. the one that azlan gave me for good luck when school just started.

i'm so absent-minded. i'm so careless. i'm so stupid!

i'm so sad.

To yana, and beyond!

2007-07-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

today went S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G with rarah! we walked round&round&round town til our throats were dry & our feet ached! i bought deodorant sprays, 1 tee, 2 dresses & 1 bag! *woottttttzzzzzx

*gasps* WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

ok, so i'm not going to shop for clothes at least another 3mths... c'mon, its not THAT hard. i don't shop ALL the time... i'm so excited to wear my 'germany dress'... but most of all... excited to wear my $69 black dress!!! with rarah's help, i have decided to wear my black dress tomorrow! *yay-nesszx

what's happening tomorrow? lan, erf & mi gg to dine @ pastamania & watch "The Simpsons"... looking forward to fun & laughter! i will try to take pix for the blog, okiezx?

i have tragic news. my compact broke into a million specks of brown dust. so currently, i have no compact powder. and this is the one&only thing that i cannot share with mama. simply cuz she's a shade lighter than me & so when i use her compact, i look lyk i'm wearing a mask. MAC's compact is going at $46. the power MAC compact is going at $76. i'm still deliberating. cuz i might just get bobbi brown's loose powder since my liquid foundation is drying out on my table. *tsk tsk tsk* decisions, decisions...

anyways, i was home alone when i reached the house. elf was uncontactable. as always, what else is new?? dad, mum & erf were at golf. no more bibik. i was so scared lah! being at home. ALONE. then liliy just HAD to scare me summore. i tell you, i didn't even dare to turn to my side sey! i quickly snatched my handphone and dialled for help. Farley. luckily my handphone already back in service sey... and Farley kinda calmed me down. thank you dearie! and after that, sery was back from washing up & eating dinner... so she accompanied me online... until...

*jeng jeng jeng*

until elf came home! then i FINALLY could eat. cuz previously, i was too scared to go to the kitchen to rummage for food.

i saw a bug drowning in the kitchen sink while i was washing the plates&cups... like a kumbang thingy... everytime the water was drained out, it begun crawling around. so i would turn the tap on and let it drown summore. but this bug was damn strong. i stretched over to get a mug of hot, boiling water to pour over the damned creature, but the flask was not even switched on! so i stood staring at it, refilling the sink everytime the water disappears. then i had an idea. mama lemon to the rescue. i literally put the detergent over the bug & squeezed the bottle until it was now drowning in mama lemon. finally, it didn't move anymore. and i called elf to come and throw it into the rubbish bin. please lah, don't think that i would dare to touch that bug, ok? i hate creepy crawlies!

ok, im sleepy already... enjoy some pix...

i just lurve this pic. i editted myself... not too bad, eh?

kola tonic & severed toes

2007-07-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

firstly, i hope that niqi is alright. i msn-ed her but she didn't reply. she wasn't in school earlier today. niqi, it won't be easy finding what you're looking for but i pray that it will be soon. and whatever decision you make, do let us know when you think that we deserve to know. God will always have something for each and every one of us. Insya Allah.

been planning to go fish&co @ glasshouse wif sery... and that day was today! shannen was going to meet her sister, jocelyn, at PS. so she&keelin came along!!! it was their 1st time @ fish&co... yep, all 3 of them! sery had newyork's fish&chips... keelin,shannen&me shared seafood platter for 2... which we couldn't finish! i think it was the grilled calamari... they gave us a mountain!

blogspot is giving me problems.. so if you wanna view some pix... check out sery's blog...

then we headed to the cinema to watch alone. yep... we all watched different movies ALONE. haha! no lah~ we watched the thai horror flick "alone"... from the same directors of shutter.. or at least, i tink. me n sery were busy screaming our lungs out! good suspense factor... a must-watch for horror movie lovers... and a kind reminder to all movie-goers:

1. Do not come in late, especially if you are sitting in the middle of the row.
2. If you have to pass people sitting down to get to your seat, then try very hard to not spill your food or step on their toes. So refer to #1.
3. If you are late, then sit down and SHUT UP. Don't bicker about what arrangement your group is going to sit in.
4. Remember to silent your handphone and any other beeping devices. As a practice, try to do that before you enter the cinema. I always do it. What do you have to lose? When you silent your handphone in the cinema, other people get affected (refer to #5). And you uncomfortably have to reach into your pocket or bag to fish for your phone.
5. Do not check or fiddle with your handphone during the movie. The bright screen lights are glaring and annoy people who are watching the movie.
6. Do not play PSP when the movie has started. For the same reasons as #5.
7. If you have to check your handphone every now and then DURING THE MOVIE, then its most probably for something important and urgent. So my advice is: GET OUT OF THE CINEMA! why are you wasting your time and money watching the movie if your mind is somewhere else?!

theres nothing else to do. i'm going to bed.

there's nothing for me to do tomorrow :(

i'll be sitting in the corner of your mind

2007-07-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

feeling : irritated

i'm sick and tired of waking erfan up. i've been trying to get him up to do his homework from 7:35pm! he said that he is feeling tired. so he took a 10min nap but gave me clear instructions to wake him up because he's got alot of homework to do. now, i have to scream into his ear, shake his shoulders and spray water into his face just so that he will stay awake for 5mins to resume doing his homework. after that, i have to start all over again. *haizx i'm so nice ok... i even sacrificed meeting azlan to accompany erfan at home... kesian dia sorang pat rumah... i would HATE to be alone at home... especially at night...

this elfie... *haizx just yesterday kena sound from my dad... today coming home late. AGAIN! i really dunno what to do... i feel so helpless. so exasperated! can someone please tell me what to do?

today was results for bio pract. i got A. but its not much of a celebration. i was hit by sery & shannen because they were angry at me. i feel so hurted. so i'm not going to comment any further.

on a brighter note, went home with sery & mun... mun sent sery home! so swit... we took 88 from amk. my first time adventure on 88... it was pretty fast. then from toa payoh walked to my usual bustop where i took 506 home. it rained by the time i reached my house bustop. luckily, i brought along an umbrella this morning. it came in handy after all! but i hope they didn't get caught in the rain. neither of them had an umbrella. and this sery, her bag so heavy... dunno what she put inside.. but no payung...

i'm thinking up of something for all of you... but its not concrete yet. have to further discuss with azlan! and to those who may have an idea of what i'm talking about (namely liliy&sery) pls dun tell yet.. not confirmed, k?

i love neopets! i keep on playing everyday. haha! after maple, downgrade to neopets pulak. i kinda miss playing maple... right, nunu? with "you brake my spirit"... wakakak... but i miss nunu too!

tomorrow is adam's birthday.. have all of you gone to visit his blog?
ADAM'S BLOG
go wish him a happy birthday lah...

coincidentally, 25th is also my gaji! i will remember to check again after midnight... its not yet in :(

alright... i shall enjoy the rest of my night watching csi & criminal minds on channel 5!

*ps: how to include the blog entry date in my blog layout? it only shows the time :(

this...... is your captain speaking....

2007-07-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

hello.....

in case you dun remember who i am, my name is azlan.... and this is what i look like.....

ya hi hi...

well, whats been happening my friends? i've been good.... ok la.... i've been ok.... i've been getting alot of scars lately.....

finally got my dreads done.... but it kinda fell apart.... and not i'm back to normal hair..... Thanks Hosni for spending time on me.... and sorry for falling asleep.... hahah

well, i'll be going to Phuket in sept.... hopefully can do there... hohohoho....

oh.... and i left sound expulsion..... it was hard.... but it was something i needed to do.... It was good while it lasted.... Hafiz, Muddy, Zulkifli, Hasni, Affan, Fauzi, Justin, Zulhelmi, Sharil and Saifuddin... It was a pleasure playing with you, thank you for allowing me to do what i love... I sincerely wish you all the best.....

But i have a new band.... we're called Paperback Beanies.... Do look our for us... we're playing mainstream stuff.... We are getting our songs down first....

And i'm pretty busy nowadays la...... i have to organise this school event called JIVE fiesta.... and its gonna be good.... we're doing something no one else has done before in RP.... i won;t say.... wait people steal our ideas.... It has happened before.... hahahaha.... But i really look forward to it.... and thank you md zain and family for sponsoring us....

ok.... i've got to go run off a while now.... i have to get my brothers birthday present... which is tomorrow mind you.......

cheers.....

mood : hurt

2007-07-23T15:49:00.000+08:00

came home early today to accompany my poor supermummy & help her with house chores. besides, shes got work tonight.

but when i stepped into the house, mama told me she was depressed. and shit happened. and we ended up almost arguing.

ok, not really.. i was too hurt and couldn't care less to listen anymore. so i just went upstairs to the pc and switched on some music.

*haizx

when it's not alright
when it's not ok
will you try to make me feel better?
will you say alright?
say alright
will you say ok?
say ok
will you stick with me through whatever?
or run away
say that it's gonna be alright
that it's gonna be ok
don't run away
don't run away

"the smell of your skin, the taste of your kiss"

2007-07-23T08:59:00.001+08:00

its dark & cloudy... a perfect day for snuggling back under my covers... and journey back into slumber. dreaming of azlan serenading me with "amazed". shopping with nunu. lina sleeping over. kak liza in outrageously sexy outfits. nana's brownies. farley's toe.

well i could. for an hour. cuz school starts at 11am. n i don't really know what i'm doing up and ready to leave. i'm even dressed. all i need to do is grab my book (*notice no plural) for today's lecture (*note no plural again) and i'm set to go.

i had breakfast. mama made telor goreng in the morning. like sunny-side up egg... left 1 for me! and i'm even drinking orange juice! which, by the way, is making my tummy churn. not like churning butter, ok. like churning something else.

i can't wait for my gaji lah. i'm dead broke sey. ok sabar.. only 2 more days. relax... then going to fish&co with sery~!

oh yeah.. adam's birthday is coming up... http://grantmeserenity.blogspot.com/
tat's his blog... he's got some funnies... :) n u haf to go n read his blog when he posts his birthday entry ok? hehe... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM!!! (in advanced)

ok, refresh about mama cooking eggs in the morny... mama's turning into supermum. i hope the flame doesn't die out though. cuz she'll just be a meanie if shes tired out & malas already. i love mama. but seriously, we need a maid, ok? i'm telling you. now, its all fun & games. cooking. washing clothes. using the microwave oven. going to market. folding clothes. figuring out who belongs to what underwear. but sooner or later its going to start getting boring. and tiring. n ur work. n my school. will not cater to the energy and time we need to upkeep this residence. or any place (so don't even think of moving back to bedok reservoir!). and by then, we will need a maid. i mean, how long more are you going to tahan cleaning and feeding the birds. (*note: as in birds literally. not like bird=children. but birds=chirp chirp birds) n daddy's fussy-ness. n our nonsense. we can't all be superheroes. if we are, then who will the superheroes save?

churning is complete. so, i have to go. haha!

*how come azlan is not online yet? tak sch ke?
**should i bring an umbrella? its getting darker.
***oh ya! i just remembered to bring the library book! selamatz~!

hot&spicy

2007-07-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

since i realised tat i'll be folding clothes for a while now... i googled for an easier answer. and yes, the answer came from the japanese.

you have to check this out.

power, kan? and its werkz! try it. like literally. go get a tshirt and fold it now.

anyways.. im missing farley *sobz* i promise we'll mit soon okies? n eat KFC ;)

i just watched next... the movie with nicholas cage... abt him being able to tell 2mins into the future... i like lah! n u know who else i like?

JESSICA BIEL!!! hot lah kan? i've loved her since 7 heaven... n just now when i saw her on the screen.. alamak... so JAMBU!!! *meltz*

n talking about hot.. i FINALLY am living with a microwave oven again. since bibik (my ex-maid) went back home (for good), mama brought the microwave oven from bedok reservoir house to here! we did many exciting things with the oven today. like cooking corn. like reheating chicken pie. and i might do some more microwaving later on!

on the subject of food, i kinda helped mama cook asam pedas today. i just chopped onions, garlic, tomatoes n my fingers. (cuz i'm a lady... geddyt??) anyways for those of u who dunno wad asam pedas is... its a malay dish that sour n spicy n usually got fish... ok, ok, refer to the pic below...

cooking is not tat bad. its quite fun actually. but i hate the cleaning up after that. BORING! *yawns* i'm very proud of my mum. she can still remember how to cook after so many years of not touching the stove. if it was me, i'd be running helter skelter looking for the recipe book... yet, she still cooked deliciously WITHOUT any books... (or daun kesum)

speaking of delicious, wanna know what else is delicious?

please visit the site n listen to "i'll be"... its delicious... u can almost eat it! n it taste lyk asam pedas.

siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas.

2007-07-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

today was racial harmony day. unfortunately, i celebrated it alone. i dunno who sibuk2 ask ard if anyone gg to wear baju... but no one wore ethnic costumes. well, they did show support lah. cuz they all mat salleh mah... mat salleh wear jeans n skirts n tees.

and khai was mocking me. for your information, tarian people don't perform in baju kurung. kalau kebaya tu different story lah. get ur facts right.

i don't understand why the new generation of singaporeans are ashamed of celebrating their race and culture. singapore is unique because of our wide mix of different people coming together, working towards the same goals. our richly diverse traditions. and once a year, to come together and celebrate this vital treasure that we achieve and maintain: racial harmony, is easily overlooked. the idea tossed aside. just for our own selfishness. because we do not bother cherishing our roots or appreciating what we have at this very moment.

i wore the baju kurung today to share my culture with others. But more importantly, i did it to show my support for racial harmony not only in singapore, but the world.

discarded lame ghetto princess

2007-07-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

literally lame.

walking like a tortoise
hopping like a rabbit
limping like a lamer

mama told bibik to massage my foot. it became worse.
now the slightest movement i make sends pain signals to my brain.

and the best part is... i don't know how i hurt my ankle. it just began hurting after i stood up to find textbooks in the library during meeting today.

good news. the book is ready :)

bad news. clinical practical exams this friday. and my foot went bad.

healing springs

2007-06-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

worried.

i hope its nothing serious.

maybe its just an infection?

i pray.

call me.

we love you.

i love you.

but mostly anger

2007-06-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

if i have a choice, then listen to me. and think. don't just listen to my voice and daydream about Pat.

i never said next year. and if you processed what i re-enacted to you, then you would know that my dad did not mean next year either.

you ask for my opinion. yes. if it matters, then show me.

in a way, yes, you are forcing me to change. no one said next year. my dad said 23. its called a blooper. because when i told him im 22 this year, he was shocked. you told ur parents next year. essentially, it was you who decided next year without my consent. without my approval, my dad tak berani nak paksa. then why are you doing this to me?

and you can't possibly be a puppet if your making all the decisions by yourself.

yes, i'm not happy when people around me are not. and now, i'm unhappy because of my own personal problems. i guess it makes it fair and square now.

yes, i want you to talk to them. but not next year. it's just not logical or reasonable or practical.

and if "love's so god damn difficult" for you, then you have no idea how love is like when enveloped in jealousy, frustration, helplessness and hurt.

don't lie, its fear AND anger....

2007-06-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

this is my life. and i have choices. i can plan it. and i definitely will have a say.
I know, nobody said you didn't.... its is YOUR job to plan it... if its your life, why does matter so much to me?

so why is it that i have no say now? why doesn't it matter what i think? what i feel? what i want?!
its a two way street... it takes two hands to clap.... of course it matters what you think... its called an opinion... and i wouldn't ask for it if i didn't take it seriously.....

i am not a silenced mannequin. standing at the window whilst my life whizzes by. i'm not governed by the person who owns the store. nor am i controlled by the buyer.
Ok, now i'm begining to think that you feel as though i am controling you? over your choices you make? over everything that you do? after all, the shop owner or buyer has every right to move every joint in your body to conform to something that is perfect to him/her? have i forced you to change?

i am a human being. with needs. and wants. and PLANS.
I was a human being once you know.... not anymore... i'm just a puppet now.... in a very extravagant show....

and if you don't think that you can understand me, try. because even though you've just pushed me deeper into this bottomless well, i still love you.
and i guess it was me who put you into that well in the first place? its hard to understand when you change like the weather... thats what makes love so god damn difficult....

and that makes all the difference. no matter if i'm happy. or not.
it does matter.... at least to me it does.... whatever happened to i'm not hapy if people around me aren't.... i think i'll adopt this methodology now....

and i only spoke to them because its what you always wanted.... you always say we should soon.... now here's the time and you get angry? i dun know what the world wants from me anymore.... :(

btw, it was not fear. it was anger.

2007-06-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

this is my life. and i have choices. i can plan it. and i definitely will have a say.

so why is it that i have no say now? why doesn't it matter what i think? what i feel? what i want?!

i am not a silenced mannequin. standing at the window whilst my life whizzes by. i'm not governed by the person who owns the store. nor am i controlled by the buyer.

i am a human being. with needs. and wants. and PLANS.

and if you don't think that you can understand me, try. because even though you've just pushed me deeper into this bottomless well, i still love you.

and that makes all the difference. no matter if i'm happy. or not.

perfect nightmare

2007-06-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

i just ended my "reading novel" frenzy. it's expected. john saul. just my favourite author in the whole wide world.

this is is titled "Perfect Nightmare". the contents are rather gruesome at certain parts. but i enjoyed the book. its those kinda books that you can't put down until you finish. i traded tv & game time for reading. & in due time too. i haven't been engrossed for quite some time now. anyways, pick it up at any bookstore or the library if you're interested. below is an excerpt from the prologue of Perfect Nightmare by John Saul.

I prowled through their house for a long time last night before I finally did what I knew I had to do.
I loved the house the first time I saw it-loved it almost as much as I loved the girl who lived there. And last night it was as perfect as it has ever been.
It was the candlelight, I think.
I remember the house being candlelit the first time I saw it-indeed, I think perhaps it was the candlelight itself that drew me to it.
Like a moth being drawn to a flame?
It's a cliche, I know, but didn't someone once say that a cliche is only cliche because it's true?
And the candlelight did mesmerize me, almost as much as the girl's face.
Her face, and her body.

now i need to lay down & shake the images off my mind.

again

2007-06-18T02:03:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

i hate this song

2007-06-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

i'm becoming paranoid over this song & its not necessarily a good thing. because i just realised what the song means. now thoughts keep on running through my head. but i'm trying to calm myself by thinking that sometimes songs are just meant to be songs. whether or not the lyrics mean something to the listener.

i love you, baby. thank you for coming back home.

If my life is going well but yours isn't, then its not really happiness to me.

2007-06-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah... I got the TTSH sponsorship. Finally, I can quit working at the library and concentrate on my studies. Like how I've been planning. Life's changed.

To my dearest friends... When you are down, and things get tough. Just remember to strive on. Because God will do the rest. Insya Allah.

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.

"Just take care of my eyes, dear."

where to buy dead rising game for xbox360?

2007-06-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

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erfan masuk suratkhabar Berita Harian... AGAIN! hehe...

nothing much to say except that i'm bored!

stupid work. nak quit arh~!

“They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world: someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for.” - Tom Bodett

2007-06-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

friday... 4:44pm... guess whose home?! finally i get to reach home early-mearly....

my baby boo didn't go to school again today... he didn't go on last tuesday... and wednesday he had no school... and yesterday was vesak day... and tomorrow is the beginning of the weekend... and i think he doesn't have anymore school for another 2 weeks... POWER!

my term break is coming the week after next... 9-24th june... but 8-10th june, i have drama camp... both i'm looking forward to! but i still need to figure out a way to bring my mattress to school :P

today i have 2 graded presentations! i didn't sleep last night cuz was staying up to add the finishing touches to the powerpoint... and typing out the meeting minutes... tu lah... last minute lagik!! but Alhamdulilah, i think both went rather well... so just have to pray hard that i will get good grades. and now time to concentrate on my psychology project due week14 & 2 individual assignments due fri of week11.... (FYI: next week is week 8)

yesterday i met ayam at toa payoh and we sat down and yakkednyakkednyakked..... miss her still... and i'm sorry the circumstances weren't favourable for you to come down and use my internet :(

this week i accomplished alot. projects. life sciences test. got through drama casting. bought a new top. met ayam. helped 2 souls. chatted with azlan at seletar reservoir.

but then again, i have no idea what the entry below is about...

Still trying

you wanna play, lets play.....

2007-05-31T01:40:00.000+08:00

all you mother fucking chi bais........ all you two faced lying fucking maggots.....

don't act nice in front of me and fuck me over after class you fucking idiots....

that's it.... from now on, you guys wanna play, come, we play this game..... GAME ON!

and whichever mother fucker stumbles upon this blog, go, go and tell the other fuckers..... not say you're not used to it anyways.......

do it! do it! do it!

2007-05-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

its a toughy~ :P

for you and me

2007-05-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

i've been listening to
jee-wang songs. i'm not too sure why.

i'm thankful that i got to
change my work timing for tomorrow.

and i'm also hoping that i
will get through auditions. and also be more versatile.

i'm praying that i will be
able to study as much as i can with the limited time left.

"So please God, stay with me... Cuz I believe there's something left for you and me..."

You Don't Know Me

2007-05-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

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Meet The Yanas & Mr Dreadlock Man

2007-04-29T01:32:00.000+08:00

20 days without updates.... Ok lah... Here's 1 for my ~~non-existent~~ fans.

This morning I woke up rather early for StageArts. (note: drama club in NYP) I took a nice long shower. Had some breakfast. Got ready. Almost ready to leave the house. But couldn't find my work t-shirt. So I dug and dug. And finally, finally found it. But became late for school. I rushed to school. In a cab. But unfortunately, the driver went the wrong way. And we got stuck in CTE jam. Luckily the cabbie was a nice apek. If not, confirm dah kena complain. In the end, I reached just in time for attendance-taking. We played fun games. (YAY!) And a fun-but-turned-boring-&-obscene game. (Not so yay. sorry Aisha) Then I had to leave for work. I got a yummy chocolate cookie and a personal presentation from Aisha (note: head of drama)... because that was her grand finale for today. but since i had to cabut earlier, i dapat special treatment (YESSA~! but not so-yessa because star-karat attitude is not welcomed)

SIDETRACKAisha is damn hot. She's so pretty lah. Her face... WOW WOW WEE WAHHH!!!! so smooth... and fair.... and her smile.... takes my breath away.... but her eyes. just look into them... n all your thoughts vanish. terus jadi dumbfounded. that's why i didn't do so well during auditions. when i look at her only.... all the memorised lines and planned actions turned into dust... and were sucked clean out of my brain.... and PLUS, she's so NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE!!!

I ended up late for work as well. An HOUR late lah.... cuz i thought work begun at 2pm.... however, i thought wrong. i was supposed to b in at 1. *pehhh ottt* I realised that i miss werk. i haven't been working these past few weeks.... and i'm contemplating resignation. i'm scared i would not be able to juggle between studies and work. when is that sponsorship thing coming through?!!

after work, took 36 to Esplanade.... reached at 6-ish?? but i was ALONE! Mr. Azlan Dreadlocks was busy in dressing room with Husni trying to finish up the hair-do.... so i tagged along with Along, Angah, Rosdi & Zephr to Cavana to eat some chicken rice. My 1st experience ever. But it wasn't a pleasant 1. it's not my kinda food. the rice was not soft. and not chicken-ish enough. the chicken was not tender enough. basically i think i like lembik-ish food. haha. so it was not my cup of tea. or rather, it was not my plate of chicken rice.

walked back to Esplanade, only to accidentally bump into Abang. (note: Hafiz's abang) Who happened to also be going to Esplanade. So i chilled with him until 7:30pm when the first set started. during the set also chilled lah.... sit together... but... not really chilling... cuz we weren't talking (?) ok FORGET IT.

8:45pm came. and FATSKUNKS entertained us with their music.

10pm came. 2nd set for FATSKUNKS.

i can't begin to describe how power it was lahhhh..... those of you who weren't there, you missed a great GREAT G-R-E-A-T show.

Back-up singers (note: Azlan & Shahril) was amazingly good. With their vocal harmonizing & synchronized movies, dah macam male version of Dreamgirls... The Dreamboys....

and dreadlocks aren't that bad. yes love, you look cute with dreadlocks.

2 years and counting

2007-04-09T04:46:00.000+08:00

sooo...

hasn't it been quick....

weird, that each other we picked...

2 years come and gone...

it could have been ali, ah beng, muthu or john....

but no, it was me....

what was meant to be....

you chose to be yours...

no one could have, a love like ours....

2 years past, we had ups and downs....

24 months past, we had smiles and frowns....

but undoubtedly, our love could flow...

2 years down, forever to go.....

love you baby......